Edgar Allan Poe, from a letter to Mrs. Maria Clemm, July 1849
Had to make a meme to describe me currently
Stop letting people consume you. they didn’t call? go to sleep. they didn’t message you? put your phone down and have a better day. they left you on read? delete the conversation. they didn’t make an effort? match their energy. never let your happiness depend on anyone
so the shortest day came, and the year died. and everywhere down the centuries of the snow-white world came people singing, dancing, to drive the dark away. —Susan Cooper
—Virginia Woolf
Missing you is like a knife plunged so deeply in me that I am bleeding out of any sense of the world.
In a world where evil seems to sit on a triumph, be the good who stands from afar noticing how deceiving eyes can be if you don't put a safe distance to see the whole landscape.
Of each of the things that we have each written,
You were the best one of mine
My love, our words will continue through the darkness,
In order to spark the next flame
I’m scared of nothing
of the thought that this is it
my life that has gone to complete fucking shit
while I lay here, not dead
I look at the stars
and convince myself I’m connected to mars
because life sucks
and I’m too scared of nothing
to actually fucking do something
unlike my mother
I will not pray
I’ll probably make up some conspiracy
I won’t sleep
the nightmares keep me awake
I can’t help that every smile is fake
I cry every night
to deal with the stress
because no one cares that I’m fucking depressed
- jfs
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