I’m scared of nothing
of the thought that this is it
my life that has gone to complete fucking shit
while I lay here, not dead
I look at the stars
and convince myself I’m connected to mars
because life sucks
and I’m too scared of nothing
to actually fucking do something
unlike my mother
I will not pray
I’ll probably make up some conspiracy
I won’t sleep
the nightmares keep me awake
I can’t help that every smile is fake
I cry every night
to deal with the stress
because no one cares that I’m fucking depressed
- jfs
"How many graves will I need, to bury everything that died inside of me?"
I think the first step towards the life you want is often to just say yes to more things. Accept that coffee invitation from your coworker even if it seems awkward. Sign up for that free class at the library that you're not sure you'll like. Join that club. Book that tour. Say yes to as many things as you can and kill the part of your brain that gut-reacts with a no.
I confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i'm bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i'm healing and hurting at the same time. i'm dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage
Virginia Woolf, A Writer’s Diary, August 1921
And someone to use it one
done healing my inner child. next up is my inner teen. her highness demands a sword.
"I'm not doing this to be a hero. I'm doing it because there's something deeply broken in my head, and it makes me want to kill people, and this is the only way I can keep feeding the urge without getting arrested. The fact that my victims happen to be bad people doesn't really factor into it."
They say “fake it till you make it.” The problem with that though is that you’ve been faking it all week, and now all you have to show for it is a new car, a new job, new friends, a newfound sense of purpose, and…. Ah.
let us sit beneath
the summers sleep
and have death recall the light.
also helppp why ur likes and following on public
idk how u change it
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