Literally kill me please
Are my hands 'spo yet 🤔
My dumbass had breakfast this morning, giving me a total of 300 calories for the day so far, and then we got coffee to celebrate birthday goods. I got a venti pumpkin spice cold brew with sugar free vanilla, and idk how much that is in calories, but we are gonna say like 350 just to be safe. So im at 650 for the day which is above my limit for the day and I want to hecking cry
Lmao why are people on a fucking ed group chat more supportive than my real-life friends?
• he’ll be able to pick me up easily
• when his long, strong arms wrap around me in a hug, I’ll feel so so small in comparison to him
• I’ll look good from every angle
• I’ll be able to wear lingerie and not look like a cow wrapped in lace
• bikinis in public will no longer feel like torture, it’ll be a reward to show off what I worked so hard for
• I won’t be embarrassed if my shirt rides up and some of my stomach shows
• I won’t feel like I need to keep my head down and hide from the world
• the envious stares and the “you look great!”
• I’ll be able to focus on bettering myself in other ways because my body will already be perfect
•I’ll be so small and dainty and cute that people won’t be able to help pointing it out
• being tiny and thin will be what I’m known for and it’ll be the first thing people will say about me if they are asked to describe me
• “I’d hug you tighter, but I’m afraid I’d snap you in half”
• I’ll never have to worry about taking up too much space or being too heavy
• my eyes will look bigger
• my jaw will be sharper
• my silhouette will have little dips and curves in all the right places, smaller at the waist and a little wider at the hips where my bones peek from under my skin
• I’ll look so innocent and pure, not like some gluttonous disgrace
• I’ll paint my nails to bring attention to my dainty hands
• everything I wear will look great on me, nothing could possibly be too small and anything too big just looks absolutely adorable
• I’ll get to go shopping for all new clothes and actually have fun trying things on
• I’ll have more energy
• my face will be so clear from all the water I’ve been drinking for so long
• I won’t have to wear makeup to look pretty
• nobody will be embarrassed to be around me, instead everyone will want to be my friend
• that feeling of accomplishment for having self control and sticking to something so important to me
• I’ll have finally done something right for once
• I’ll finally be perfect
To the bone vibes
You ever purge so much u start shaking and feeling really lightheaded and your hands and feet feel really cold and hard to control bc me rn lol
Avoiding my brain by taking overtime shifts at work
Like heh,, ive cracked the system
That bpd feel when one minute you’re screaming, crying, scratching at your skin and pulling your hair and hitting yourself and ten minutes later you’re sitting on the sofa scrolling through tumblr eating potato waffles
The way i feel like an evil mastermind when i sneaky snake my way out of meals with my family
I didn't wait long enough to eat after purging and I feel like im gonna die omg
do you ever feel like such a burden that you just wanna apologize for existing
“I don’t want to die, I just don’t want to exist any more” sounds mild if you’ve never experienced it, but it is in fact a horrible, violent way to feel.
Ngl. Kinda tired of feelin like shit
When ur family goes out (so ur home alone)
Its prime purge time
If that aint a mood
The way i look pregnant post binge
The way i look pregnant post binge
Dude there was a big boi roach and it did really be flying around and now its gone hahahahahhahahaahhelphaha
Actually no plz dont im self contious
O well fuck me
O well fuck me
Lol I hate myself
The way i wanna die rn
😍🥐🥯🥞🍟🍔🥪🌭🥙🧆🌮🍳🥘🍞😔🤮😪🤮🤢😔😪🤡
U kno?