I didn't wait long enough to eat after purging and I feel like im gonna die omg
i think i’ll continue to wear a mask when this shit’s all over, and huge sunglasses. my face is none of your business
i feel fucking broken...
Evening.
Rly tired of not knowing what to do
The way i feel like an evil mastermind when i sneaky snake my way out of meals with my family
A note to my body
I am sorry.
I have cut you, hit you, and burnt you. I have shoved more food into you than you can handle, jammed my fingers down your throat, and starved you for days until all you can see is stars.
I’ve consumed too much alcohol, too many substances, and exercised you into the ground.
But what I am the most sorry for is that I can’t seem to stop… no matter how much I want to be better for you, I don’t know how to stop this self destruction.
And for that, I am truly sorry
I don’t want to remember I don’t want to remember I don’t want to remember I don’t want to remember I don’t want to remember I don’t want to remember I don’t want to remember I don’t want to remember I don’t want to remember
parents be like you can’t imagine how hard it is for us to deal with your mental illness
● your parents called you fat
● your brother/sister called you fat
● your friends called you fat
● you called yourself fat
● a stranger called you fat