A bitch jus wants to be thin
Starting a diet plan tomorrow uwu
I'm gonna post daily updates to keep me accountable tho lol
Wait. You have Red flags?
Being on tumblr is probably one of them
I just ate Mac and cheese and want to cry but what else is new
A note to my body
I am sorry.
I have cut you, hit you, and burnt you. I have shoved more food into you than you can handle, jammed my fingers down your throat, and starved you for days until all you can see is stars.
I’ve consumed too much alcohol, too many substances, and exercised you into the ground.
But what I am the most sorry for is that I can’t seem to stop… no matter how much I want to be better for you, I don’t know how to stop this self destruction.
And for that, I am truly sorry
Disassociating at work is the most fun I wish it would happen more tbh 😍😍🤩🤪🥰🥵✨
“I don’t want to die, I just don’t want to exist any more” sounds mild if you’ve never experienced it, but it is in fact a horrible, violent way to feel.
Straight up hate myself 🥰
To the bone vibes