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Could you write your favorite word in calligraphy, please?

It is the german word „Agonie“ (eng. agony).

Why don't you post more? I love your words and poems! <33

I'm glad you like my blog content.

I'm generally someone who is not very consistent when it comes to social media. Sometimes I post for a few days in a row and then not for weeks or months.

I only really post when I have something to share and I don't really have that at the moment. The poems and words that currently leave my pen are not intended for the eyes of others, my thoughts only on rare occasions and at the moment I'm putting almost all of my free time besides training into game development or the game I'm currently developing, to be more precise.

However, since I created this blog more in terms of poetry and philosophy, this content wouldn't necessarily fit in, so I don't really have much to share in that regard; unless someone would be interested, but from some personal experiences I know that programming is a rather fascinating topic when you are involved in it yourself and therefore can relate to it better.

Leaves

The leaves; gold and brown

the wind has blown;

they stumble down

from wooden throne.

Landing there

to die in peace

I envy them

for deaths release.

by Weltenasche.

That is so cute, elegant and classy. I wish more men would write love letters again then maybe I would have the chance to receive one. So you love a woman? Who is the lucky one? You used 'calligraphed' do you still write them?

I am in love with thoughts, past perceptions and memories.

And I still write love letters; never to be sent or seen.

What do you think about toxic masculinity? What is your own idea of masculinity?

I think the term toxic masculinity is a broad one, which unfortunately is increasingly degenerating into a buzzword. And I say "unfortunately" because the term describes important and existing problems that still prevail in the minds of many people and is responsible for a not insignificant amount of suffering on the part of individuals and their environment.

That being said, I don't think I can really add much to this rather general question, as more specific questions or deeper exchanges are needed at this point.

In order to shed light on my own image of masculinity, it is important to understand that it is divided into two different images. On the one hand, I have the idea that a man does not have to have specific characteristics (other than the biological characteristics of a man, if we are in a biological context) to be a man; a rather rational idea of masculinity that I apply to other people. The other idea is the one I apply to myself, which is less infused with rationality and more influenced by bad role models and years of negative influence during developmentally critical periods of my life; I recognize many of the negative traits of this idea in myself and am aware of their negativity as well, but that doesn't change how I feel about them - There is a difference in understanding on a rational level that something is harmful and actually internalizing that as a feeling within yourself.

Being aware of these problems, I reflected on them and found ways not to make them the problems of others for the most part and to limit negative consequences solely to myself. Is that healthy? Certainly not, but it is better than including others in this negative cycle that I am unfortunate enough to be a part of.

Maybe I will be able to get rid of this idea someday, maybe I never will be able to; after all, it didn't form over night and it won't disappear over night.

No woman wants a disproportionate meathead muscle man. Maybe you should work on your brain for a change instead of just bluntly moving weights. But you do your thing, more women remain for the intelligent among us :)

You and the other guy should really coordinate your messages better. Am I a weak little soyboy or a disproportionate meathead muscle man?

By the way I heard thinking of oneself as overly intelligent, having an unhealthy obsession with a random guy's tumblr profile and drawing the only motivation to do something from what other people would think of it are supposed to be the characteristics of a true panty dropper.

Beyond words

In a world full of words, their purpose is clear,

to describe all we see, hold, and revere;

Yet when I tried to mantle you in written attire,

words could not fathom the love you inspire.

For you, my dear, defy all description,

a realm beyond words, a unique prescription;

In silence, your essence found its way,

where words, in wonder, still fail to portray.

by Weltenasche.

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So you don't have any preferences when it comes to women?

I did not say that. Preferences are human and it would be strange if I lacked them. I just find the division into thick and thin too meaningless, since many other factors play into it. And I don’t even necessarily mean the interplay of character and appearance; that just adds complexity and depth.

Rather, I mean small, almost inconspicuous details, such as not standing out from a large group of people or the lighting up of deep-looking eyes that can talk for hours about their passion.

I admire your perspective and the way you explain things. I've been interested in what your opinion is on drugs for a while. Would you please share it with us?

Thank you. And of course I can give my view on that.

I think that drugs can be an important resource and asset in certain areas; for example, in the medical field for the treatment of mental illness, where I think they have been underutilized. But also apart from the medical field, they are of great importance in areas of research and art, for example.

Moving away from the above uses, they are of course also an option for personal use cases, but this is a much more difficult topic.

Drug use apart from tobacco and alcohol is still a highly stigmatized topic and I find it strange that we allow certain drugs while banning others. In my opinion, people should be allowed to decide for themselves which substances to consume and which to avoid; but this idea arises from my point of view and I am a person who gives a lot of thought and does not rush into anything. This cannot be said about all people.

I think it's important to look at the effect profile, your circumstances and the drug itself before you use it. It is also essential to be able to look at and analyze oneself in a reflective way. In summary, one must have a certain foresight and respect for the effects. However, this is not only true for drugs, but also for medications of all kinds.

I also think what many people forget is that the body can only feel so much and certain drugs, like strong opiates, can push the body to its maximum emotional limit. Think about your first time walking in the rain, your first kiss, your first time having sex, and all the euphoric feelings that had built up inside you during such moments. After using such strong opiates, no moment will ever feel like that again, and every new moment will be overshadowed by the high experienced through use. The only way to increase this high, to feel truly alive one more time, would be to increase the dose. This is an almost sure path to addiction, depending on what kind of person you are.

In summary, I think that each person should be allowed to choose their own poisons. There should be more education instead of prohibitions, as the latter are often still more of an incentive for younger people and uneducated consumption can often have serious consequences. Drugs can bring many benefits, especially in the medical and research field, but they also contain many dangers that one should be aware of.