So You Don't Have Any Preferences When It Comes To Women?

Mauern

Die Zeit sie ist vergangen

und Wünsche wurden wahr

das Herz, es mag verlangen

wenn der Kopf auch nicht ganz klar.

Die Begierde stets konstant

mit starren Blick grad aus

fremd was einst bekannt

füllt nun mein Herz voll aus.

Ich war es leid zu trauern

und dem Neide nach zu geben

so errichtete ich Mauern

doch falsch war mein Bestreben.

Sie trennten nur noch weiter

was längst schon seiden hing

die Angst vermehrte heiter

bevor sie zu Boden ging.

Mit lauten Knall verlor sie

die zu lang bestrittene Schlacht

und neben meiner Furcht

fielen auch die Mauern jener Nacht. 

- by Weltenasche.

Kugelmensch

Four arms, four legs

and a head with two faces.

We wanted too much

endagered those in high places.

So they tore us apart

in fear of our power;

been searching for you

since this very hour.

Echoing your name

in every new thought;

to feel you once more

was what my heart sought.

And you found me again

which made me feel whole;

and freed all those things

I still can't control.

Our time was cut short

I know love is blind;

but I still can't believe

that you left me behind.

by Weltenasche.

Kannst du mich bitte mal auf insta annehmen? Habe dich geaddet und würde echt gerne mal ein gesicht zu deinem profil hier haben :)

Hallo, ja das kann ich gerne tun, ich bin nur sehr selten auf Instagram und dort auch alles andere aktiv.

Wenn es dir aber nur um mein Gesicht geht, wirst du dort auch nicht zwingend glücklich werden, da ich wenig Bilder von mir poste.

An der Stelle bist du mit meinem verlinktem Telegram Account besser bedient, da wird dir direkt mein Profilbild angezeigt.

Oder wir kürzen das Ganze ab und du siehst dir einfach das von mir angehängte Bild an; Was nebenbei auch nur aus meinem Telegram Profilbild ausgeschnitten ist.

Honestly If I had a body like yours I would not change a damn thing. Your body looks like it is carved out of stone and I mean it.

Thank you. I think a few years ago I would have thought similarly to you if someone had shown me such pictures of a body. But that's the thing about dissatisfaction, it's as unique as the individual who holds it. I'm afraid I will never be truly satisfied with myself, my mind is just too burdened for that; But out of dissatisfaction arises movement and the motivation to change something, not stagnation. I cannot change my thinking or taste the sweet satisfaction of the self, but I can use my dissatisfaction to grow steadily. And that is exactly what I will do.

Can you post a picture without black and white filter? I'd love to see your colors

Dunkelheit

Dunkelheit umfinstert

was einstig hell noch war

erobert, gar umnachtet

was früher mal so klar.

Entspringt ihr bald ein Nebel

von düsterer Gestalt

ein Durchblick gar unmöglich

man sieht nur Baum, nicht Wald.

Es bleibt die Frage übrig:

Was bestärkt sie dieser Macht

wenn sie in ihrem Treiben

nicht mehr als Leiden schafft?

Die Antwort, die kennt keiner

ein jeder drückt sich sehr

denn wer ihr einst entkommen

der scheut nur Rückkehr mehr.

- by Weltenasche.

Healing Rain

And I yearned to gather each tear's soft remain,

as if pouring them back;

was to spawn a healing rain, to ease the pain;

in eyes that saw through all the things I've done,

forever closed, when two souls began to feel like one.

by Weltenasche.

Dein Weg

Dein Weg

er wird nie einsam sein

was deines war

das ist auch mein

geworden schon

durch unser Finden

getragen Wort

auf schnellen Winden.

Verstanden nur

an einem Ort

versiegelt liegt

des Herzens Wort.

- by Weltenasche.

You're good at calligraphy! May I ask what writing instruments do you use? Please and thank you. 🖋️😊

Thank you.

I had already answered most of this in a previous German reply, but I'm happy to answer it again in English since you asked me so politely.

Nib holder

I use different nib holders, depending on the font. Since I write a lot of broken fonts, I usually use a nib holder made of wood with a chrome grip.

The nib holder is called "Federhalter ARTIST" and I purchased it from the German online store of "feder-fuehrend": https://www.feder-fuehrend.de/products/federhalter-artist-mahagoni-inkl-schreibfeder

Nibs

For the nibs themselves, I use bandzug nibs. I recommend nibs with less elasticity in the beginning, as they are easier to handle, and as you become more confident, you can increase the elasticity.

A good starter set is "Brause & Co, No. 180": https://www.feder-fuehrend.de/products/bandzugfeder-no-180-brause

I currently use the following nibs frequently:

William Mitchell, Pedigree, Round-Hand, Bronze

C. Howard Hunt Pen Co, Speedball Pens, C-Series

Heintze & Blanckertz, No. 600

I purchased these from the German online store "Kallipos": https://shop.kallipos.de/de/produkte/bandzugfedern

Paper

When it comes to paper, I use various types of it; Again, depending on the font, type of work, and writing utensils used.

Practice paper For normal practice, I often use lined practice pads or white non-lined paper with a thickness of 100g/m².

Project paper For my projects I use a different sort of paper. It is important to pay attention to the sizing in order to prevent the ink from "bleeding". In addition to sizing, a matte surface is also important, as ideally the nib should not slip off. I vary the thickness of these types of paper depending on the intended use, but it usually amounts to 120g/m² or 200g/m².

Paper for special inks For special inks, such as the golden ink in some of my uploads, I use special black colored paper from Italy (Burano nero - Roman Tower) in the thickness 200g/m².

I don't really have a store for paper, which I use regularly. At this point, I would just google for the appropriate paper and thickness.

Inks

The inks I use also vary quite a bit. But for the most part I use inks from "Rohrer & Klingner": https://www.rohrer-klingner.de/en/writing-ink/

I especially like to use the iron gall ink "Salix" and "Scabiosa".

If you have any questions, please feel free to ask me.