As A Kid, Was There Something You Absolutely Wanted To Do As An Adult? If So Did You Do It?

Tränen

Leicht gedrungene Röte im Gesicht

Alkohol, der durch warme Wangen spricht

Kleinste Tränen - so schwer im Gewicht,

dass selbst der kalte Boden unter ihrem 

Aufprall bricht. 

- by Weltenasche.

Ein Herz bei Nacht

Es war einmal ein Herz

Ein Herz welches wehmütig klagte,

welches hoffnungsvoll wagte

und sich bei Nacht unlösbares fragte.

Ein Herz, welches zuvor vereint,

welches abendlich weint

und sich bei Nacht so fremd erscheint.

Ein Herz, welches sehnsüchtig schwelgt,

welches langsam verwelkt

und sich bei Nacht in Atem hält.

Ein Herz, einst wohnhaft in deiner Hand,

welche eines Nachts verschwand

und zurückließ,

was nie mehr zu sich fand.

- by Weltenasche.

What is your favorite quote?

„This place, ain't no such thing as civilized. It's man so in love with greed he has forgotten himself, and found only appetites.“ - Dutch Van Der Linde.

Fallen Eden

In the garden we tended, once blooming with light,

shadows have fallen and day turned to night.

The roses lie broken, the trees stand alone,

what once was our Eden is but overgrown stone.

The nature we cherished now whispers no song,

the paths we once wandered feel twisted and wrong.

Where love used to flourish, the roots intertwine,

nothing may live in this garden of mine.

by Weltenasche.

I have the feeling that you will take your own life in the next 2-3 years because of the world view you have revealed on this blog so far. And I also have the feeling that nobody will miss you because you are a lonely, unlovable person which is further proven by you being alone on christmas.

You had sent me these and other messages on Christmas Eve, and now I could speculate on what this says about you as a person or why, as an anonymous individual on the internet, I seem to play such a significant role in your life that you take the time on such a day to send multiple messages of this nature to me. You could be surrounding yourself with much more positive thoughts and activities on a day like this, yet I will refrain from delving into such reflections. I will not further address these or the other messages, as they are not worth my time.

In that spirit, I wish you joyous holidays with your family or those close to you and hope you have been able to release whatever burdened you with this message.

In letzter Zeit ist es still in mir geworden. Wenn ich zu mir spreche und in mein Inneres höre, so vernehme ich nur noch selten eine leise Resonanz, meist bleibt sie aus. Ein Unbehagen von Körper und Geist wirkt bedrückend, wie Gestein auf meinem Rücken. Lässt Muskeln ermüden und Gedanken schweifen; Ohne Hoffnung auf Rückkehr. Die einstige Feinfühligkeit meiner Fingerspitzen ist vergangen und die Farbenfrohheit meiner Augen getrübt. Die Welt um mich herum scheint grau geworden und was heute noch von bunten Blicken geborgen, liegt spätestens morgen unter gräulichen Mantel verborgen. Der Winter, er ist gekommen; Und mit ihm die Taubheit meines Herzens.

Weltenasche

Manchmal sind es die kleinen Dinge, die für einen kurzen Moment Zufriedenheit an mich tragen. 

Wie kleinste, marginale, in ihrer Wirksamkeit nur kurzlebige Alkaloide des Schlafmohns, welche an meinen körpereigenen Opioidrezeptoren ansetzen und diese für einen Augenblick betäuben, während sie die graugetrübte Sicht meiner Augen mit ihren verheißungsvoll knisternden Lippen hinfortküssen.

Doch hinter jeder ihrer kleinen Berührungen leben Lust und Angst, ihnen wieder zu verfallen, weil man sich solchen Küssen schon einmal zu intensiv hingab und sich nicht rechtzeitig von besagten Lippen löste.

So what is the vegan solution? Should we treat animals like humans and humans like animals in every regard to make it fair and equal?

In this regard, I think one must recognize that equality, in its truest sense, is not about sameness but about acknowledging the inherent dignity of all beings in their distinctiveness. To treat humans and animals as equals in every regard would be to overlook the profound differences that define us - our capacity for reason, our self-awareness, our ability to shape and reflect upon the world in ways that transcend mere survival. Yet, in other ways, we are kin, sharing this earth and its fragile beauty, bound by the same breath of life, vulnerable to the same forces of nature.

To say that humans and animals should be treated identically is to misunderstand the nature of equality itself. Animals, by their very being, cannot be held to the same moral standards, nor can they bear the same responsibilities that humanity shoulders. Our power to quite literally rule over everything in this world places us in a different role; not one of dominance, but of stewardship.

For me the question was never about elevating animals to human standards or reducing humans to mere creatures, but about finding harmony in the difference, recognizing that we are not separate from the natural world, but a part of it and therefore responsible for it.

Leaves

The leaves; gold and brown

the wind has blown;

they stumble down

from wooden throne.

Landing there

to die in peace

I envy them

for deaths release.

by Weltenasche.

It is sad to see that you have such a wrong image of yourself, you are such a sweet, romantic and talented man <3

Is it really me who has a false image of myself, or is it you? You know me through a self-directed blog with selected content, I've known myself for over a quarter of a century, completely without euphemisms and in raw form.