when you show up to the insane parabatai competition but will “jem is my great sin” herondale and jem “my will, my rebellion, mine forever” carstairs are already there
The fact that JEAN said this to ANDREW about NEIL is actually fucking crazy
“I wouldn’t have given him to you if I’d known you would just throw him away so carelessly.”
i love tree news
AHHHHHHH
kevin “go on, shout, scream, say something” day & jean “you’re as beautiful as the day i lost you” moreau
neil’s favorite game is “i’m going to say something unhinged as fuck with no context and watch people try to figure out if i’m telling the truth or not”
andrew’s favorite game is “im going to watch neil say something unhinged as fuck and offer zero input on if it’s true or not (i know the answer) and watch everyone cycle through the stages of grief as they realize that there is literally no way of knowing without asking and they’re scared ask if neil really jumped out of a plane without a parachute once or if he’s fucking with them”
btw, still not over this
incredible how associating a song with your blorbos can transform it from a skip to being on repeat
forever grateful to all the people who commented “Neil josten??” on a Picrew I made of Wylan van eck with blood on his face
can’t believe that’s how I learned about aftg but it’s fitting
Neil Josten is a really fucking phenomenal protagonist. Unreliable narrator or not, I really enjoyed his internal monologue. The reason I like his perspective so much is because we can we constantly see his internal conflict. He KNEW his father would find him, he KNEW about the Moriyamas and was terrified and he STILL CHOSE the Foxes and Andrew and Exy over it all. Even when he knew he was about to DIE, he told himself to that it was enough, because it was more than he ever thought he'd have.
I just- god, I love him so much. He's should be considered a national treasure. Anyway, happy birthday to Neil Abram Josten and thank you for coming to my TED talk.
something about jean having to live under the ground in the nest for so long but the people he loves are from the sky
renee is a rainbow. kevin is a star. jeremy is the sun.