Kait | XXIV | PiscesThis is my personal commonplace book
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Just your mouth
Just your love
Just your anointing oils
Just your name
Just your chambers
Just your love
And my mother's sons
And my own vineyard
And my soul
Just your flock
Just your companions
Just your kids
Just your cheeks
Just your neck
Just your couch
And my perfume
And my beloved
And my breasts
And my beloved
And my love
Just your eyes
And my beloved
Our couch
Our house
Our rafters
And my love
And my beloved
Just your shadow
Just your fruit
Just your banner over me
Just your left hand
Just your right hand
And my beloved
And my beloved
Our wall
And my beloved
And my love
And my fair one
And my love
And my fair one
And my dove
Just your face
Just your voice
Just your voice
Just your face
Our vineyards
And my beloved
Just your flock
And my beloved
And my bed
And my soul
And my soul
And my soul
And my soul
And my mother's house
Just your sword
Just your mother
Just your wedding
Just your hearth
And my love
Just your eyes
Just your vein
Just your hair
Just your teeth
Just your lips
Just your mouth
Just your cheeks
Just your veil
Just your neck
Just your two breasts
And my love
And my bride
And my heart
And my sister
And my bride
And my heart
Just your eyes
Just your necklace
Just your love
And my sister
And my bride
Just your love
Just your eyes
Just your lips
And my bride
Just your tongue
Just your garments
And my sister
And my bride
Just your shoes
And my garden
And my beloved
And my garden
And my sister
And my bride
And my mouth
And my spice
And my honeycomb
And my honey
And my wine
And my milk
And my heart
And my beloved
And my sister
And my love
And my dove
And my perfect one
And my head
And my locks
And my garment
And my feet
And my beloved
And my hand
And my heart
And my beloved
And my hands
And my fingers
And my beloved
And my beloved
And my soul
And my beloved
Just your beloved
Just your beloved
And my beloved
Just your head
Just your locks
Just your eyes
Just your cheeks
Just your lips
Just your arms
Just your body
Just your legs
Just your appearance
Just your speech
And my beloved
And my friend
Just your beloved
And my beloved
Just your garden
Just your flock
And my beloved
And my beloved
Just your flock
And my love
Just your eyes
Just your hair
Just your teeth
Just your cheeks
And my dove
And my perfect one
And my mother
And my fancy
And my prince
Just your feet
Just your rounded thighs
Just your navel
Just your belly
Just your two breasts
Just your neck
Just your eyes
Just your nose
Just your head
Just your flowing looks
Just your breasts
Just your breasts
Just your breath
Just your kisses
And my beloved
Just your desire
And my beloved
And my love
Our goals
And my beloved
And my modest breast
And my mother
And my power credits
Just your left hand
Just your right hand
And my beloved
Just your mother
Just your heart
Just your arm
Our sister
And my breasts
Just your eyes
And my vineyard
And my very own
And myself
Just your voice
And my beloved
in front of my mother and my sisters, i pretend love is cheap and vulgar. i act like it's a sin — i pretend that love is for women on a dark path. but at night i dream of a love so heavy it makes my spine throb — i dream up a lover who makes love like he is separating salt from water.
— "salt", salma deera
Flying like a fish out of water
Sea levels rising as the earth gets hotter
I think this weekend I’ll go on an alcohol bender
But at least drinks are free when you’re the bartender.
I think this weekend I’ll go on an alcohol bender
But at least drinks are free when you’re the bartender.
Fibromyalgia, took my bones when I was sleeping.
Crept in while I was resting,
Breathing deep against my pillow,
Or the paper of the books I could no longer read.
It grew inside me,
Drank my mitochondria like wine,
Took an angle grinder to my spine,
And wore me away like twilight.
I, got sick at uni,
In a small room, where nobody could hear me cry,
Or permit me to.
My nervous system quit, while I was working.
In the library where my legs were burning,
Like the oven door against my forearms,
And the stovetop, where I made myself curry. For the first time.
Independence, embryonic.
I was nineteen.
November was cold that year, and
January was colder.
As fresh and new as I was, and as,
Stark and clean and painful as my fading autonomy.
I tried to crystallize it.
In an essay, or a poem, in biro ink and off-brand toothpaste.
Like if I wrote it right I could write myself well
And when the rain fell in February,
I fell,
In Tesco and at the train station and on the stairs.
Swallowed the stones in my throat, chose not to dare question why it was that I kept falling.
And got back up.
Because strong people don’t get sick,
You stick it out, you do not quit,
And when the elevator is out of service,
You use the stairs.
I never knew how high the curb was until I could not climb it.
We searched for my bones in decomposing diagnoses,
Degrading medication on my tongue,
Took blood tests of my blood lines,
And on the coastline,
Tried to calcify my insides strong again.
Put our hands in the wet sand,
To build a tibia. Shape my sternum like a castle.
Clavicle and mandible and cranium.
Starlight and seafoam and gone.
My bones, are in the Rotunda museum,
Under the skin of the Gristhorpe man,
We walk where he walked, and I walk no longer,
Pressed behind glass, my skin tight as leather.
My bones, are in the limestone cliffs edge,
Grown from sediment,
Calcium carbonate, cycling, infinite, ground down to shale,
My bones are food for minke whales.
I am lying in bed, and ugly, like a princess.
Limp, and formless, and rolled out to sea
I am blue badge on double yellows,
Pepsi Max and heavy metal,
Flat on the backseat, and staring through the windscreen, where the starlings will dance until nightfall.
My bones, are a murmur of starlings,
Dark and undulating
The shapeless, shape of nature,
Inexplicable,
Impermanent,
And strong.
And I will not be another fucking tragedy,
Another DWP dispensability,
Too many of us have already died.
We build on their bodies. Defiant.
I, am a being of duty, and fury, and I want you to know, that I am broken,
Because they could not contain me whole.
Fibromyalgia, took my bones, and they grew. Fragmented, transcendent, and new,
I am fragile. And grounded. Bound to dropped kerbs. Sick insides.
But my bones?
Oh, my bones, are the sky.
I imagine spring arrives black dress, thigh boots, satin glove begrudging and disinterested for 𝒫𝑒𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓅𝒽𝑜𝓃𝑒 has left her love. I imagine she's kept her habits from the dark depths of hell blowing smoke in the face of daffodil and bluebell. The world opens up with sweetness and glee and she rolls her eyes muttering "yeah... It's me."
— Carolina Outcrop
by Sylvia Plath
The scene stands stubborn: skinflint trees Hoard last year’s leaves, won’t mourn, wear sackcloth, or turn To elegiac dryads, and dour grass Guards the hard-hearted emerald of its grassiness However the grandiloquent mind may scorn Such poverty. No dead men’s cries
Flower forget-me-nots between the stones Paving this grave ground. Here’s honest rot To unpick the heart, pare bone Free of the fictive vein. When one stark skeleton Bulks real, all saints’ tongues fall quiet: Flies watch no resurrections in the sun.
At the essential landscape stare, stare Till your eyes foist a vision dazzling on the wind: Whatever lost ghosts flare, Damned, howling in their shrouds across the moor Rave on the leash of the starving mind Which peoples the bare room, the blank, untenanted air.
Natalie Wee, Least of all
Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath
“As if you were on fire from within. The moon lives in the lining of your skin.”
– Pablo Neruda
by Pablo Neruda tr. Donald D. Walsh
I have named you queen. There are taller than you, taller. There are purer than you, purer. There are lovelier than you, lovelier.
But you are the queen.
When you go through the streets No one recognizes you. No one sees your crystal crown, no one looks At the carpet of red gold That you tread as you pass, The nonexistent carpet.
And when you appear All the rivers sound In my body, bells Shake the sky, And a hymn fills the world.
Only you and I, Only you and I, my love, Listen to it.
Ohio Total Solar Eclipse
by Robert Frost
I found a dimpled spider, fat and white, On a white heal-all, holding up a moth Like a white piece of rigid satin cloth -- Assorted characters of death and blight Mixed ready to begin the morning right, Like the ingredients of a witches' broth -- A snow-drop spider, a flower like a froth, And dead wings carried like a paper kite.
What had that flower to do with being white, The wayside blue and innocent heal-all? What brought the kindred spider to that height, Then steered the white moth thither in the night? What but design of darkness to appall? -- If design govern in a thing so small.
Ama Codjoe, from Bluest Nude: Poems; “Bluest Nude”
[Text ID: “I crave. I want to be seen clearly or not at all.”]
One of the best shot of Total Solar Eclipse from 08-04-2024.
Via @nasa-official
How many times can the same thing break your heart?
You don’t like the way your hair sits? Take mine, I will shear it off without a second thought.
Take my eyes so you may see through them just how beautiful you are.
Take my lungs, that you should never gasp for air.
You’re not comfortable in your skin? Take mine, I will strip it from my body just to see you smile.
My heart is already yours, it has been beating to the sound of your name ever since I first heard it uttered. Take it, it is more yours than it ever was mine.
Take my muscles. May they make you strong enough to never need another.
I will give and give of myself until I am nothing but a meager pile of brittle and broken bones.
Take them. May they be of more use to you than I ever could have been.
I read the flecks in your eyes
like how a girl all alone
would read poetry.
.
Your eyes tell an odyssey
of the thousand lies you've heard,
each one a dark star.
.
Somewhere within your iris
there's an epic of pain and
love in equal parts.
.
Eyes like the night sky.
I see the galaxy and
wonder where I could fit in.
this is it? is this what growing up is all about? we pass joy around in a bottle of cheap wine for one last time. I know, everyone is constantly changing and the earth is spinning and eventually everything happens just like it’s supposed to. but if my car were to crash on my way back to the city I call my new home, I wouldn’t be angry. my mom buys herself flowers now and I think that’s a good thing. she also keeps my scissors in a different shelf. and the tree in our backyard is gone. you never know when it’s the last time. is growing up nothing more than feeling younger than you are and leaving all the things you love so dearly behind?
-e.f
The people I love are the workers of my heart. They rebuild a heart they did not break from a house of ashes to a skyscraper ruling over the whole world.
- The Short Poem Series by Royla Paula Rădița Asghar
“When I die, leave my body in the woods. The wolves will be gentler than any man.”
-unknown