Ramp of Colours
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Bungee jumping, shark diving or sky diving?
Skyyyy diviiiing š
Itās 3am and my mind feels like itās time to let go š¬
I went through a silent ā¤ļø battle.. I may not be sure if it was my best, but I fought hard.
Iāve been arguing with my feelings since the day I felt that somethingās āmoreā towards this person. Well, heās a typical guy everyone would like to hangout with. But a superb friend, rarest of his kind, who everyone would love to keep.
Fast forward, we somehow got stuck with each other for a little number of years. Whew, I also didnāt imagine it will last for some time because we were like from different planets, timeframes and peers. We were great companions and party magnets. Haha and we lived that long without a label. Neither his friends nor mine could determine the real score between us. Perhaps, neither could either of us (?) Heh.
So hereās the thing. He tried to pursue on several ladies during those times, and I was one of his peers who supported him. We go out randomly just to talk about anything under the sun, his happy days and struggles. We were both unplugging from stress. We were like free individuals living with less pressure. But little did we know, we became different persons after a span of days, weeks, and months.
We are very open to each other. Hmm. But thereās one topic that we never discussed ā us. Every time I try to open it up, itās just not the right time. He slips and disappears. I can also feel like weāre building gaps whenever I attempt to ask about us. We tend to have lesser communications. But why do things had to happen like this? š
Well..thatās about it! The rest, as they say, is history. Guess what silent battle did I fight for?
Itās fighting for the remaining relationship I have with this person. I accepted defeat even if thereās no visible and direct enemy. And itās way harder because I never tried to pursue on him. Perhaps, I wanted to keep our friendship and consider all things platonic.
I fought hard only to realize that weāre not going to be something beyond each otherās ideal romantic relationship.
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We had different chapters and interpretations. We were real and enclosed at the same time. I just donāt want hurt and sorrow to conquer. There, I entertained compromise a lot.
We were aiming for continuous joy and comfort.
time runs fast ;)
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