vielamae
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All for you, mini-V ✨
In times of extreme grief and pain, I always try to find creative outlets to keep my sanity and will to survive. In whatever form or technique, art and its astounding magic of making things better will always have that integral part of my life.
Releasing my last tragic art and moving forward with new inspirations 😌
Can you tell a sad story thru poetry?
Yeah, maybe. Sometimes. Depends on my mood for such art 🙃
Closure doesn’t always come in the forms we want it to--and their actions are gonna have to be enough.
~ RUPI KAUR, Milk and Honey
How do you manage to stay slim?
I don’t. Just gained a lot of pounds since 2020 🥲
Regardless, I just wish to be healthy 🤞🏻
Do you still keep in touch with your college buddies?
Yup!
How do you deal with rejections?
A lot of ways depending on the situation, I guess.. Generally after acknowledging rejections, I find time to move forward.
This year has been challenging, painful and devastating.. A year that’s completely unprecedented where almost all of my family members got severely ill, I lost a loved one, I’ve been fooled and toyed with. It gave me multiple heartaches as if mental breakdown is the New Normal for me.
Nonetheless, I wouldn’t want to think that this has been the worst year of my life. Oh time will tell, but I’d like to figure out more the reason behind all these, treat unfortunate events as learnings/blessings, and continue being a strong slash Athena-inspired lady. 💪🏻
So, I’d like to take this opportunity to thank every person who gave their time, care and comfort which literally became as my life support. I may be moody or unresponsive at times ✌🏻, but know that every effort is highly appreciated.
As the year-end approaches, I wish you all the hope, courage and trust to conquer all the challenges that you may face. And before I go on a socmed hiatus, greetings muna! I hope you enjoy the new year in store! 🍾🎊
PS. In case of wala lang/anona/emergency ata, you know how to reach me 😊 Cheers! 🍻
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Praying you good things
Your eyes can see
Your heart can feel
A life can offer
Hoping you see the light
You seldom observe
You always deserve
You never saw in me
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Practice Lang
Yung akala mong masaya na,
Sa umpisa lang pala
Napabilib ka sa sikap at galing
Ayun, sa simula lang din
#StoriesFromTheCloud
It’s 3am and my mind feels like it’s time to let go 🌬
I went through a silent ❤️ battle.. I may not be sure if it was my best, but I fought hard.
I’ve been arguing with my feelings since the day I felt that something’s “more” towards this person. Well, he’s a typical guy everyone would like to hangout with. But a superb friend, rarest of his kind, who everyone would love to keep.
Fast forward, we somehow got stuck with each other for a little number of years. Whew, I also didn’t imagine it will last for some time because we were like from different planets, timeframes and peers. We were great companions and party magnets. Haha and we lived that long without a label. Neither his friends nor mine could determine the real score between us. Perhaps, neither could either of us (?) Heh.
So here’s the thing. He tried to pursue on several ladies during those times, and I was one of his peers who supported him. We go out randomly just to talk about anything under the sun, his happy days and struggles. We were both unplugging from stress. We were like free individuals living with less pressure. But little did we know, we became different persons after a span of days, weeks, and months.
We are very open to each other. Hmm. But there’s one topic that we never discussed — us. Every time I try to open it up, it’s just not the right time. He slips and disappears. I can also feel like we’re building gaps whenever I attempt to ask about us. We tend to have lesser communications. But why do things had to happen like this? 🙃
Well..that’s about it! The rest, as they say, is history. Guess what silent battle did I fight for?
It’s fighting for the remaining relationship I have with this person. I accepted defeat even if there’s no visible and direct enemy. And it’s way harder because I never tried to pursue on him. Perhaps, I wanted to keep our friendship and consider all things platonic.
I fought hard only to realize that we’re not going to be something beyond each other’s ideal romantic relationship.
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