Happy Samhain

the only subject im good at is history and my history exam is tomorrow if i dont do well on this one then idk what to do AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH

I blog for the girls who cry on their birthdays and lose a little bit of themselves during the summer months

me,exhausted: you know what, im about to say it: i dont care that my grades are dropping. i dont even give a damn about what my fav teacher thinks, ill no longer live up to their expectations.

me literally 2 seconds later: i have disappointed my captain.

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can i get a heya from everyone who’s also stuck in the horror that is exam season 😔✌️

“Not everyone can be gay in stranger things! It was the 80s!”

Just wait until they hear about the Dead Poets Society fandom and the Marauders Era fandom

Thinking about the death of subcultures. Like I haven’t seen any goth kids or punks or any obvious subcultural movements in years. And obviously part of that is just cultural change, but when I think of modern subcultures the only thing I can think of are those tiktok alternative people, like egirls, but there isn’t that sense of a real “scene” going on with their own lifestyles and music and events, like lived experience that’s shared. I feel like what we might call modern subcultures are all reduced to mere aesthetics and they’re all mostly online, and they all look way too pretty – their make up is always perfect and their clothes are perfectly aesthetic and there’s none of that deliberate freakishness going on; literally grunginess itself has been commodified. There’s none of the real expression of confusion and anger that came with growing up in a world that you felt on some level was fucked up but you couldn’t express why, so you expressed it by dressing like a freak, by looking kinda deliberately out of place. I want that spirit back because this is what subcultures were about. Let’s bring back real subculture, not the alienated commodified version that’s based on aesthetics and has been reduced to social media, but the kind where you actually go out looking completely unhinged on purpose to disrupt. The kind where you meet other people and feel a sense of empowerment in your willing difference from the mainstream, and by that I mean the kind that is explicitly anticapitalist.

do the people in power in India, Pakistan and Bangladesh know that the kids of their countries altogether call themselves desi on tumblr???

bout to ask my mom for a desk set for my next birthday so i can throw it off my roof

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OKAY OKAY OKAY SHUT UP what if todd's birthday is really november.....okay okay???? then like its cold...neil's wearing a coat. todd isn't...so neil gives todd his coat...you see what this means????

this means i can connect this to taylor swift!!!! okay so like??? champagne problems right????

so like "november flush and your flannel cure" thats like...saying person b is giving their flannel or whatever to warm up person a during november cold.....

dfnfdjdfdf doesnt make sense but i love the song a lot and fkkdd i did make an edit of if a while back and just wrote this carwreck of a post bc im too lazy to make a fic of this