My Holy Trinity

i'll be a call away

Pairing: Ethan Landry x Fem!Reader

Content Includes: Slight angst, fluff

Summary: Ethan comforts Y/N after she moves to college

Masterlist

✮

✮

✮

“Alright, I think that’s it.” Ethan said, huffing as he put the cardboard box down. She looked down sadly at the last remaining box on the floor. He looked at her and ducked his head to meet her gaze. She flicked her eyes to him, slowly watering. “Oh, baby,” he cooed softly and pulled her into a hug.

“I want to go home.” She whined, resting her head on his chest. He rubbed her back soothingly as she softly cried. He wanted her to go home too. A selfish part of him wanted her to stay home and take online classes, but he knew she needed to be at this school. 

“I know you do honey, but you’re gonna have fun here. You’re gonna do so well.”

She sniffled and wiped her eyes. He smiled at her and kissed her on her head. Ethan grabbed her hand and led her to sit on her bed. She slowly hopped on, and she immediately curled into a ball. He jumped on next to her and situated himself to hug her from behind. He rested his arm around her stomach, to which she grabbed his hand. 

Ethan lifted his chin up to sit on her shoulder, and he softly kissed her cheek. “I love you, I’ll only be a call away.” he whispered in her ear, sending chills down her spine. A few tears rolled down her cheeks, and she slightly smiled at his words. 

“I know you’re scared, but I know you’re going to meet cool people, and you’re going to have so much fun. You’re gonna do things on your own for the first time, and I’ll be here to watch.” He played with her hair, twirling a few strands.

“You’re not gonna be here though, to cuddle.”

Ethan smiled giddily suddenly, jumping up off the bed. Y/N held her head up and looked at him with confusion. “I was hoping you would say that,” He started while opening the box that he had set down earlier. He pulled out something and held it behind his back, turning towards Y/N and smiling. 

“What is it?” She asked timidly. He walked to the side of the bed and smiled down at her, before pulling out the object to reveal a brown stuffed bear. It wore a blue shirt, and around its neck, was a gold heart-shaped locket. As soon as she laid eyes on it, she started to cry. 

“Baby,” He said worriedly as he reached for her.

“It looks like you.” She cried, putting her hand on the bear’s chest. She looked at the matching shirt it wore, the same as Ethan’s favorite shirt, and held the gold locket charm. 

“Look inside,” 

She opened the locket, her shoulders dropped, and her head tilted. It was a picture of Ethan, cheesing like the absolute dork he was. He held his hands up in a heart pose near his chest. “Ethan, this is adorable.”

He smiled happily at her, and he sat down on the bed next to her, watching as she admired her gift. 

“Now whenever you miss me, you can cuddle Ethan Jr.” 

“‘Ethan Jr.’?” she laughed, looking at him. 

“Oh!” He slightly yelled. He grabbed the bear’s right hand and gently squeezed it. Y/N heard shuffling near the hand, and then heard a soft “I love you!”, recognizing Ethan’s voice. She sighed as she looked at the bear, then looked at Ethan, who still had a dopey expression. 

“You got Ethan Jr. a voice box?” she asked, giggling. He nodded at her and wrapped her arms around her, kissing her neck and cheek. He tackled her down, positioning her to lay back on the bed. Ethan’s curls bounced as he settled himself on top of her chest, sighing. Her hands found their way to his hair, running them through. She softly smiled to herself, and she felt her anxiety slowly start to disappear.

“I meant it earlier, you call me and I’ll get here.” Ethan whispered, at the edge of sleep.

“I know, Eth. I love you. Thank you for everything.” 

Ethan lifted his chin up to rest on her chest. He smiled once more as the corners of his eyes wrinkled. He knew this sadness in her would pass after a week, he knew she would meet new people and immediately click with them, and he knew she would thrive. He just wished she could do it with him; but seeing her face, the way she looked at him, he wasn’t worried.

“I love you more, my love.”

(a/n: I just moved in my apartment and wishing I had an ethan jr. bear)

Baby on Netflix Italia : an under rated series with catchy storyline and fabulous plot !!

Based on real life incidents Baby on Netflix is a must watch series which follows the story of two girls i.e. Chiara Altieri (Benedetta Porcaroli) and Ludovica (Alice Pagani)  who go to a very elite school in Rome and later get themselves engaged into prostitution.

 Throughout the first and second season of Baby we see different shades of how much empty and messed up are the elitist youth even if it feels all glitzy and glamorous from the outside to normal people. Rich spoilt elites are also shackled with the false pretenses they have to keep in front of their school friends, family and the elitist society.

Special mention here to the mind blowing acting done by entire star cast which has made this series successful today. But the bonding seen in Baby between characters of Chiara and Ludo is the glue which gives the drama freshness and to audiences along with fans across the globe these both are perfect friendship goals.

With male leads of the series i.e. Niccolo Rossi (Lorenzo Zurzolo), Damiano Younes (Riccardo Mandolini), and Fiore (Guiseppe Maggio) we see that their characters evolve beautifully transitioning from being happy go lucky unemotional being rich spoilt brats (Niccolo and Damiano) and play boyish escort cartel owner (Fiore) to vulnerable guys having emotional upheavals with facing deceptions, revelations, heartbreaks, love triangles, and affairs that make them feel broken and empty in insides.

Later we see them protecting themselves by keeping a strong indifferent façade to show others they are fine but in reality they are not all.

The background setting is basically Chiara and Ludo in an elite school involved in prostitution secretly where Niccolo, Damiano and Fiore’s stories are also connected to the girls and how the elite society tries to stop their freedom and dreams by imposing their way of life on this troubled youth.

Brownie points to Chiara (Benedetta) and Ludo’s (Alice) breath-taking acting coupled with excellent dialogue delivery, on point facial expressions and their on screen bonding and camaraderie with male lead actors in the series is truly remarkable which makes ‘’Baby’’ (2018) an interesting watch in this global corona pandemic era full of quarantine.

Baby is a visual treat for the youth who want to see some freshly brewed realistic content that’s strong enough to spike mystery level and hold their attention span with its inquisitiveness.

Baby is a complete power packed entertainer that portrays the real dark side of elitist world with Chiara and Ludo’s secret lives as prostitutes.

Certainly with this upcoming final season on 16th September 2020, we can only expect it to be a melting pot where emotions, romance, friendships and familial ties come at a breaking point with secret’s out in the open which would have its own consequences as well.

Baby Final season 3 (Finale) comes out on Netflix Italia on the 16th September 2020.

Watch the trailer of the Baby season 3 here :

By Vrinda Mundara.

2020

Writing Resources: Smut

Writing Resources Masterlist

Fictional Kisses

How to write a kiss

How to write a kiss scene

How to Write Better Smut

How to write romance

List of vocal sounds for smut

More smut words

Quick tips for writing sexual tension

Sexual sentences

Words and phrases to include in sex scenes

Writing sexual tension

he wants me so bad (he’s fictional and i read a fanfic about him)

@Fanfic writers:

My friend send me this link, is a series on a profile on Ao3 (tumblr) that has different tutorials to insert things to fanfics via html code, I thought I would share bc it’s really cool

Lists of tutorials:

How to make images fit in mobile browsers

This is a tutorial/live example on how to make large images fit on mobile browsers but remain normal size on desktop browsers.

How to mimic letters, fliers, and stationery without using images

This is a tutorial/live example on how to mimic the look of letters, fliers, and stationery (as well as other forms of written media) without using images. For all your epistolary fic needs.

How to make a “choose your own adventure” Fic

This is a tutorial/live example on how to create a "Choose Your Own Adventure" fic. While this has been explained before (see here), this particular tutorial shows you how to use a work skin to hide the next parts from the reader until they click through to get to them.

How to make linked footnotes on Ao3

This is a live example of how an author can create linked footnotes in their work with only a little bit of HTML and no workskins required. This is best viewed by clicking "Entire Work". While I've included the actual coding in bold and italic once you click "Hide Creator's Style", there's a more detailed explanation here.

How to change text on Ao3 when the cursor is hovering over it (or clicked on mobile)

This a tutorial/live example on how to have text change or appear once a cursor is hovering over it. Helpful for pop-up spoilers, language translations, quick author's notes, etc.

How to mimic author’s notes and Kudos/Comment buttons

Anonymous on tumblr: do you have a skin that would mimic the author’s notes and review/kudos buttons section from the end of a fic? the desired effect being that the fic could go on after the “end” of the fic, so after the author’s notes and review/kudos buttons

Here's a tutorial/live example to do just that, with some of the buttons actually functioning. I'll explain more inside!

How to wrap text around images

This is a tutorial/live example on how to align images to the left or right of the screen and have text wrap around them.

How to mimic email windows

This is a tutorial/live example on how to mimic email windows on AO3 without the need to use images.

How to make ios text messages on Ao3

This is a tutorial/live example on how to mimic iOS text messages on AO3 without the need to use images. There's also a chapter on how to have emojis displayed on AO3 as well.

How to make Customized page deviders

Bored with the default page dividers? This is a tutorial/live example on how customize your page dividers with no images needed (though I do show you how you could use images if you wanted to do such a thing).

How to make invisible text (That can be highlighted)

This is a live example how to make invisible text that can only be seen by highlighting the text. Tutorial is included in text, and you can always leave comments about questions you may have.

MOBILE USERS: Sadly, this probably won't work for you, since highlighting in a mobile browser is different than web. I've tried correcting this, but have yet to find a solution.

How to make a rounded playlist

Original coding and design is from layouttest. I make no claims for it, just tweaked it so it will work on AO3.

How to create notebook lined paper on Ao3

This is a live example of my AO3 skin that allows the author to recreate the look of lined notebook paper in their work. To learn more about it, you can find the tutorial here.

Sticky notes on Ao3 without using images

This is a live example of my AO3 skin that allows the author to recreate the look of sticky notes (aka Post-Its) in their fic. To learn more about it, you can find the tutorial here.

How to make deadpool’s thinking thinking boxes on Ao3

This is a live example of my AO3 skin that allows the author to recreate the look of Deadpool's thinking boxes in their fic. To learn more about it, you can find the tutorial here.

How to make newspaper articles on Ao3

This is a live example of my AO3 skin that allows the author to recreate the look of a newspaper article in their work. To learn more about it, you can find the tutorial here.

Its hard to live when you've fixated on killing yourself.

I see a lot is saying they feel that they are undeserving of food, but for me in the opposite.

I use food to punish myself when I already feel down and worthless.

🧍🏽‍♀️

I think I’m actually gonna start being delulu :)

Twilight Moodboard: Edward Cullen and Beau Swan