He Wants Me So Bad (he’s Fictional And I Read A Fanfic About Him)

I wanna stress starve instead of stress eat

Another Nope (2022) Thought

What does it mean to be consumed? I am thinking of the moment after Jupe and the tourists are swept into the maw of Jean Jacket. When they are screaming, confused, trapped. As Jean Jacket hovers over the Haywood house, someone shouts and begs to be let out. Of what? Do they know that they are in Jean Jacket, the beast? That they are being digested? When Jean Jacket silences them, do they understand finally? There is something so horrifying, so visceral, about being in the maws of something and not even knowing it. Having your fate known by everyone but you.

And then I am thinking of the Haywood ranch. Of OJ and the horses, him slowly selling them away to Jupe, and thinking he can just buy them back. But the horses are already gone; Jean Jacket eats every single one of them. Jupe knows this, but lets OJ make his plan. He doesn’t tell OJ that his ranch is half-eaten, bleeding out in front of him. That he and Jean Jacket have been chewing on the Haywoods the whole time.

I am thinking about that horror, of being someone else’s meal, profit, plan, and of not knowing.

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watching the teacher in health class talk about eating disorders is so funny cause like,,,,,, bro you're not even close to being accurate but i can't correct you

So I don’t understand

He was sent to fix me??????????????????

Like in the most amazing way possible 

But still ??????????????

Why though??????

I have too many questions…

I need to be skinny by may

i usually don’t make these kind of posts, but around a month and a half ago i was forced into recovery. Before i was only eating less then 500 cals per day so i didn’t need to exercise to much, but now i have to eat like 1500 per day :(

But i have found some tricks to work around this!!

1 : whenever it’s meal time/snack time for me, there’s always my mom or dad there so i can’t just throw the food away, instead i tend to wear baggier clothes or a big hoodie, and i stuff food in the pockets. don’t put to much in one bc it can make it obvious. then after breakfast go to the bathroom and wrap the food up in toilet paper, then throw it away!!

2: if your eating something messier then just being able to shove it into your pockets, get napkins!! put a big bite of food into your mouth, then make it look like your wiping your face off, then get the towel and spit the food into it and wrap it up.

3: a good way to burn more calories is by pacing around or just walking/jogging in place. I like to do this while watching tv show to keep me entertained.

4: just dance!! it’s actually really fun and the music makes it even better, it can burn a lot of calories so i def recommend it!!

5: just moving ALL the time, find ways to move more even it is just cleaning your room or walking up and down your stares over and over.

6: go to the park and swing!! do this for hours it’s fun, and burns a lot of calories!! you can bring your headphones and listen to music while doing this to.

7: cold showers, these burn A LOT of fat and clear your skin to!! they also make your hair softer so it’s really a win. bc its so cold and i’m already very skinny it’s hard to just make it ice cold, so i start out warm/hot and then i work towards making it colder and colder. i highly recommend this!!

8: breathing! did you know you can burn calories by breathing. watch some youtube videos about it bc that’s what helped me get a better understanding but basically there are certain types of breathing that can actually help you lose a lot of weight!!

Good luck!! forced recovery sucks but these thing will make it better!! comment what you do to because i need more ideas

sometimes i wish i was a ghost or perhaps a ghoul or other undead corpse so i could just pop my head off and throw it at people