“first. He Touches You And You Light On Fire. Your Wrist Blazes Where His Fingers Meet Your Skin. The

“I’m not everything I want to be, but I’m more than I was, and I’m still learning.”

— Charlotte Eriksson, Everything Changed When I Forgave Myself (via books-n-quotes)

literally just found this, holy crap

gonna have to read all the posts- illumi doesn’t look real... i’m confused

Child Kallua is so precious to me (Meme by me)

Kallua Zoldyck Freecss belongs to me @radiowendigo

just finished HUNTER X HUNTER. I just, wow. i don’t even know how to explain the feelings im feeling, that was a rollercoaster. 

after 3 long years of starting it, pausing and not coming back to it, having to restart, and restart again, im glad i finished it.

(im probably going to make a longer post about it in a few hours, but eh)

zhongchi fam shower thoughts

So Childe gets home later than expected, and Zhongli and the boys(that one gif) were dozing on the couch while waiting for Childe to get home. They stir when they hear the door open. They look up, only to see Childe walking past them, not paying them any mind. They kinda look at each other as if to ask “Is he okay?”

They do notice however, that he looks drained as he walks past, so they, instead of doing their normal routine of showering him with love and affection when he walks through the door, give him some personal space. 

They get up to go to the master bedroom to cuddle Childe on the bed, but hear the shower going. They assume that he’s getting ready for bed. Now, usually his showers are short, but after a few long minutes they agree that he is indeed in need of some tlc. Once Childe finishes and walks out of the bathroom to tuck himself into bed, he sees them there patiently waiting for him. 

They do cuddle and fall asleep, but Childe gets up way earlier than he wants too, not being able to stay asleep. He gets up to make himself a cup of tea, but while the tea is brewing he strolls through the garden. He comes back to his favorite boys waiting for him at the counter, in the kitchen with the tea poured into cups.

His sons ask him if he’s sleeping alright, he answers honestly. Who could resist their eyes? Surely not Childe. He loved them too much. But he simply stated that he was sleeping less and less, but that it’d be over soon and he’d go back to a normal sleep schedule soon. They of course, felt worse now knowing that he was having a difficult time with something and they didn’t know what. It bothered them all throughout the night. They sat and pondered what they could do to make it better, while not making it worse for Childe.

Did a remake of my old drawing of Killua and Gon!

Its not easy to keep it a secret that you are kind of a demon when your boyfriend and his family are basically the real life equivalent to the ghostbusters… then again you gotta give Wirt some points for trying.

Pinescone AU where Wirt comes back from the Unknown a lil bit changed, and everyone notices, except for his boyfriend… Seriously, how can Dipper be that dense?

@that-one-girl-behind-you Guess who won in our race to finish??? BD you still need to finish your side tho. (I am not letting you get out that easily)

okay, so i know i still have 1 year(which is about to start) before going into high school and im terrified. i want to go, its just that my brain has all these terrifying scenarios playing out about it and im freaking out. i cant tell if i should or shouldnt go

AAAAAAASAIDHS THIS IS SO SADDD

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Hunter X Hunter Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Gon Freecs/Killua Zoldyck, Gon Freecs & Killua Zoldyck Characters: Gon Freecs, Killua Zoldyck Additional Tags: Child Abuse, Past Child Abuse, Hurt/Comfort, Past Torture Summary:

Set post S1 E25, just after the Zoldyck family arc. Little bit of head canon filler/ fix it fic. Canon compliant violence and discussion of abuse.

‘Killua hisses as he passes over a particularly deep lash, its edges are frayed and it cannot have been made by a regular whip. Gon’s fist clenches around the cloth, and warm water runs out between his fingers. He’s heard of such things in dark corners from cruel people, but never seen them. His next word breaks in two and he sounds far more like the child both of them are supposed to be than either of them ever do.

“Why?” ’

Killua and Gon discuss what happened to him at the Zoldyck mansion.

Any drunk head cannons for Mabel, Pacifica, dipper and wirt? Can wirt even get drunk?

Yes of course.

Mabel is the kind of drunk that sings at the top of her lungs on top of the table while everyone else cheers… which tbh is not that different from the normal Mabel behaviour so is kind of hard to figure out if she is drunk or just excited.

Pacifica is the cheerful drunk, the one making jokes and also she gets touchy with Mabel, sitting on her lap, giving her smooches on the cheek, hugging her, you know, everything she would never do had she been sobber.

We know how Dipper gets like when drunk, he goes into detailed explanations about paranormal stuff, and recently about his demon boyfriend that does not act as a demon but that doesn’t mean anyone is allowed to make fun of him or Dipper is getting his great uncle Ford’s crossbow to teach them a lesson.

Wirt can get drunk but he can only do so on certain liquors, aka either Elves’  special liquors that they refuse to share unless they get a good deal, or whatever the heck Mabel makes each time they forget to keep her away from the bar when they are drinking together.

Mabel might have lost the recipe for the Mabel Juice but she is quite good at making stuff to affect even a demon.

i was talking to max about how my hometown in NC has changed since he’s been gone and he pointed out that our town is quickly becoming a wtnv situation. for instance: 

apparently our high school, which is 96 years old and looks like a 16th century gothic castle (complete with lion gargoyles), has a fourth floor that no one really knew about until this year. no one knows how long it’s been in the building but from pictures it looks completely different than the rest and has a strange metal staircase in a spiral pattern. 

there is also a basement in the high school with a swimming pool but no one is allowed down there and it is starting to rot the first floor.

for a good while there was a nice elderly black man that would stand outside of random stores and street corners and dance to make people smile. however, in the past few months he has disappeared and is nowhere to be found.

we have a kapstone paper mill in our town and it is regularly normal but some days the smell is absolutely overwhelming and blankets the town like a thick fog.

the abandoned movie theater is blocked off to the public but i was talking to some girls from school about it who occasionally break in to chill what it is like on the inside, and they said that there is a giant, bottomless hole in the entrance’s floor so they have to tiptoe across a single plank of wood to get to the other side. 

fairly popular places in town will close down for literally no reason. 

one time a tornado came through our town and it destroyed the sonic drive-in and a car dealership next to it but no debris could be found. only the empty lots were there. they rebuilt the sonic in less than a month but the car rental lot was kept empty and now bored teenagers harp around it like vultures.

one time my grandmother saw an unidentified animal in our backyard. she thought it was a fox but when my dog barked at it, it stood up on its back legs and ran away.

fox and coyote sightings are becoming strangely frequent in one single area of town and no one knows why???? its like they all congregate near a horse stable by an old junkyard my cousin used to work at.

whenever a dog runs away from home they all end up coming to my house. every dog that gets loose.

my grandmother saw an unidentified bird in a tree and i still can’t figure out what kind it was based on her description. 

sometimes you can hear random gunshots and loud, unknown bestial screams in the uptown areas

there’s probably more but i don’t really get out much. these are just things that i’ve witnessed myself or is common knowledge in town.