As requested by @laizy-boy I give you Hela from Thor Ragnarok… this is my first time drawing her and I decided to try something new with the pens I just got.
that Loki tried to commit suicide.
He wanted & waited for his dad’s love, forgiveness and appreciation, instaed he got rejection, possibly 1000th time in his life.
Imagine how broken a heart of an individual must be, when they deliberately give up on life, give up trying to earn their parent’s affection, which should come naturally, one should not fight for it.
Imagine how broken he must have been
So much that his voice broke when he said ‘i could have done it,father’. Tom played that incredibly. Loki at that moment sounded like a little boy.
And imagine what a piece of shit you must be, if your son is hanging from a cliff and you still tell him ‘no’. Odin wanted to get rid of Loki. To shake off the problem he didnt have skills to deal with. I dont believe he ever truly loved Loki. This 1 scene is all evidence i need. Because loving parent doesnt do that.
That scene is beautifully symbolic. Odin holding and saving Thor, as always, his beloved son, and Loki, depending only on himself. His own strength. Loki on his own.
And Im furious so many of you forgotten all of them and forgiven that cunt Odin after 1 deleted scene, where,by the way, he doesnt even call Loki by his name, only ‘my other son’.
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buckle up lads bc I’m awake and I’m fuckin mad
so, if you’ve spent 0.0003 seconds in the loki tag, I’m sure you’ve seen thousands of comments about him being an overdramatic diva who has a penchant for making mountains out of molehills. taika himself even described loki as “someone who tries so hard to embody this idea of the tortured artist, this tortured, gothy orphan.”
excuse me, what the fuck?
loki isn’t just some rawr xd theatre kid who’s mad at odin for taking away his club penguin subscription. loki was abused, and I’m frankly sick and fucking tired of people trying to downplay or just straight up gloss over that.
in thor 1, we see that loki has been emotionally and psychologically manipulated. he was told his entire life to despise the very realm that odin had stolen him from. the second he discovers what he is, he realises that he and thor never have been (and will never be) equal in the eyes of the man he once loved and called father.
at the end of that movie, loki feels so abandoned, so alone and hated and ostracised, that he attempts suicide. he is then caught, tortured and mind controlled by thanos, forced into leading an invasion he wanted no real part in, and then is dragged back to asgard where he is told by his abuser that he would have been better off dying as a child surrounded by the corpses of his would-be subjects.
loki is told that the only reason odin isn’t going to slaughter him is because of his mother. when she later dies, he is deliberately excluded from her funeral and has his only chance to say a proper farewell snatched away from him. he is left in a prison cell to slowly be driven and by his own grief and guilt, and this time he has no visitors to distract him from these thoughts.
when thor says “I wish I could trust you”, that’s a direct jab at loki. that’s an attempt to get him to soften and say that it’s okay, he’s forgiven everything that’s been done to him in the past. but loki isn’t stupid. his “ trust my rage” is a warning, a reminder that he is furious at thor, odin and everyone else who turned a blind eye to his torment. the anger is burning him alive from the inside out, and the memory of frigga is the only thing keeping him from striking a match and razing the whole wretched realm down to the ground.
I don’t care that taika put in a single line of odin saying he loves loki. that changes absolutely nothing of what I’ve said above. the cat can whisper the sweetest of praises to the mouse trapped under its paw, but empty words will do nothing to dull the sting of its claws as they sink in.
loki is allowed to be angry. he’s allowed to be upset. he’s allowed to be hurt. he’s allowed to reject an out of character deathbed apology that came more from moral obligation than genuine feelings.
say it with me folks: loki does not have to feign forgiveness for the comfort of others, least of all people like odin who were direct contributors to his suffering.
His walk
There’s three hundred and sixty five days in a year,
Another year comes around just to end iiiiiiit
So for two jackasses with their internet career
They need to find some good ways to spend iiiiiiiiiiiit
Cooking with sex toys
Or DIY bungeeing
Or drawing memes from memory
Finding Youtube videos that shouldn’t exist
Or obsessing over tanks of sensory
Preserving their bodies
Drawing themselves naked
Or ranking their own greatest pain
Punching holes in walls
Drinking each others pee
All while driving Amy insane
So many things to do as your mortality looms,
And death comes to us all,
↖ this blog supports Loki, and it will always do it, no matter what. Despite IW, despite Thanos, despite any bad things they plot against him. He’ll SURVIVES this hell, and he will be safe and sound far from the evil clutches of Thanos.
So I was leaving the movies after seeing Captain Marvel and there was this group of friends behind me and some girl insisted that Carol and Maria were a couple so she said “you don’t mourn like that for a friend” and this dude from their group says “well Captain America mourned like that for Bucky” and the girl almost screams “THAT’S BECAUSE THEY WEREN’T FRIENDS EITHER”
“my busch lite is gone”
read 📖 between 📖 the 📖 lines