Hi Guysssss Here’s A Little Rain During My Little Posting Hiatus

kate bush is so beautiful people should talk about how she’s aged more bc people will post old photos of her and go “she’s so ethereal” and i agree but can we talk about how the horrifying concept of time is made manageable by looking at photos from before the dawn in 2014

like i actually don’t mind the idea of getting older and the changes that come with it when i look at her and i’m the most insecure person i know and that’s awesome

ABOUT ME

aka me rambling about myself to set up this blog (will edit with more stuff later)

hi!! im hattie !!

she/he pronouns (they is allowed but im not neutral im both!!! and sometimes people assume when they use they/them for me)

kate bush is my jesus

cannot stand how capital letters look and this us my blog so i will not be using them

i know kate bush from THE HORRIBLE HISTORIES WUTHERING HEIGHTS MARY I PARODY and from when i was like 9 and my teacher made me read wuthering heights when he absolutely shouldn’t have and then he rewarded me with the wuthering heights music video

tags:

#nate art for @/nathanarmageddon

#adripal art for @egoisticqueerunderanydefinition

#reblog to filter my reblogs

#hattieshutup for misc posts

#hattie announcement for any important stuff

oc tags:

#abbey hope gardner

#asher faith wilson

#rain sheppard

#jennifer rosemary fawcett

(All listed in the tags of this post idk how to link them)

Side blog for art plans: @hattiesplans

DNI

don’t be daft use context clues on whether you need to be quiet or not 🫶

commission costs ?

I really wanna do more like the rain piece!!! They take me like an hour two hours tops if I struggle with the lineart so. Given the small demand and how quick I can get them out I can do like a tenner £10 or whatever currency equivalent paypal can convert!! It would have to be a half body at most though

I could also do somat like this as a full body!! This is basically the starting stages of the rain pieces but with some detail put in

This I could do for a fiver £5 (or equivalent amount obv) with like £2 per extra character (maximum is like 3 bc I can not fit any more than that on here my canvas will crash if I try add the space for more)

This is all very informal bc I have no clue what I’m doing 🫶 these are all guidelines and you’d have to tell me what you’re after for a more accurate amount!!

Mouthwashing fandom normally: Full of children (Me included) and people who do the "holier than thou" type shit

Mouthwashing fandom when you disagree with someone's ship:

i cannot tell what the tone of this is help

i posted a REEL on instagram (🤢) about abbey and her stepmum JOYYCEE (joyce belongs to @nathanarmageddon)

abbey is so miserable as a teen it all goes downhill and joyce is only trying to help her but. abbey is ANGRY at the world and at herself and at her family and she needs to stew in those feelings for a few years for processing reasons she is NOT open to help yet

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING FROM THIS POINT ONWARDS FOR ED, DEATH AND GENERAL STRUGGLES⚠️

a lot goes off when she’s a teenager that lights the slow fuse of the firework that is her brain

she develops an ED and other unhealthy behaviours and she hides it from everyone but they still suspect somethings up with her. she goes quiet and gets moodier and stops looking after herself with baths and brushing her teeth and it’s very noticeable.

after her and hanna fall out she becomes a MESS. she’s messed something up very dear to her and hates herself even more and it’s about to be everyone’s problem!! she hates herself so much she can’t be convinced that she can change she thinks she’s just rotten forever so it doesn’t matter if she lashes out at people

she gets a girlfriend (jenny) to distract her from everything. she likes the companionship. jenny just likes her. it’s very unhealthy and they argue a lot and prod at each others insecurities until jenny finds out about hanna and realises she was a rebound and that whole bin fire BLOWS UP

abbey basically turns into a younger female version of her dad. gets her feelings out by screaming at the people she cares about because it’s familiar to her she’s picked it up from HIM. and then she doesn’t want to get better she’s not used to being vulnerable anymore

it gets better for her but that’s a separate story!!

Hair Holds Memories

(aka Rain after he’s kicked out/runs away from home and cuts his own hair)

saw someone’s art and decided i Wanted That so i looked at one of their tutorials where they paint over the line art and tried this. it absolutely does not look like theirs but it was a fun experiment!!!

Me after trying to decipher all my notes today after logging back out for a bit

it’s the boy (his name is rain)

W. What is happening what have I done

PAIN!!!!!! drew rain and pix for artfight bc i hate and love them

they are so bad together i love it

credit to @/diseased_boy on most platforms they created pix and i am eternally grateful

I GOT INTO UNI!!! i’m going to make my sillies real one day and this is a step towards that god bless

(done in like 5 mins in my college’s smoke shelter^)