I GOT INTO UNI!!! I’m Going To Make My Sillies Real One Day And This Is A Step Towards That God Bless

i posted a REEL on instagram (🤢) about abbey and her stepmum JOYYCEE (joyce belongs to @nathanarmageddon)

abbey is so miserable as a teen it all goes downhill and joyce is only trying to help her but. abbey is ANGRY at the world and at herself and at her family and she needs to stew in those feelings for a few years for processing reasons she is NOT open to help yet

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING FROM THIS POINT ONWARDS FOR ED, DEATH AND GENERAL STRUGGLES⚠️

a lot goes off when she’s a teenager that lights the slow fuse of the firework that is her brain

she develops an ED and other unhealthy behaviours and she hides it from everyone but they still suspect somethings up with her. she goes quiet and gets moodier and stops looking after herself with baths and brushing her teeth and it’s very noticeable.

after her and hanna fall out she becomes a MESS. she’s messed something up very dear to her and hates herself even more and it’s about to be everyone’s problem!! she hates herself so much she can’t be convinced that she can change she thinks she’s just rotten forever so it doesn’t matter if she lashes out at people

she gets a girlfriend (jenny) to distract her from everything. she likes the companionship. jenny just likes her. it’s very unhealthy and they argue a lot and prod at each others insecurities until jenny finds out about hanna and realises she was a rebound and that whole bin fire BLOWS UP

abbey basically turns into a younger female version of her dad. gets her feelings out by screaming at the people she cares about because it’s familiar to her she’s picked it up from HIM. and then she doesn’t want to get better she’s not used to being vulnerable anymore

it gets better for her but that’s a separate story!!

merry late christmas guys life and uni are bumming me so hard so ive done basically no personal art for ages

but here yous go some of @egoisticqueerunderanydefinition ‘s ocs PD and pix!!! both my headcanon versions ofc this was their christmas present

more to come hopefully idk. desperate for money if anyone wants a commission in this style??

pulled an all nighter accidentally bc i just could not sleep no matter how hard i tried so pulled out the kate bush mug for a little coffee

commission costs ?

I really wanna do more like the rain piece!!! They take me like an hour two hours tops if I struggle with the lineart so. Given the small demand and how quick I can get them out I can do like a tenner £10 or whatever currency equivalent paypal can convert!! It would have to be a half body at most though

I could also do somat like this as a full body!! This is basically the starting stages of the rain pieces but with some detail put in

This I could do for a fiver £5 (or equivalent amount obv) with like £2 per extra character (maximum is like 3 bc I can not fit any more than that on here my canvas will crash if I try add the space for more)

This is all very informal bc I have no clue what I’m doing 🫶 these are all guidelines and you’d have to tell me what you’re after for a more accurate amount!!

Stay Still

More art about my oc Rain and @egoisticqueerunderanydefinition ‘s oc Pix!!!!! Pix only appears as a hand but still it’s about those two

Basically they’re in a very codependent toxic homoerotic dynamic they aren’t lovers they’re so much worse than that. Their ship name is literally PAIN.

Pix is Rain’s only “safe” link into the supernatural, and with him having several different dangerous near-death encounters with such things, he clings to Pix even harder because he believes that although they might hurt him sometimes they’ll always swoop in to protect him from the horrors - which are a lot worse than Pix’s verbal threats and coldness

But Pix is,, Not Right in the head. A bit crazy. Violence is all they’ve known and violence is all they’ll continue to do for the foreseeable. Rain never means to trigger them, but when he unknowingly does Pix comes close to just killing him from pure fear or anger. Eventually they just do it. Oh also they eat him bc ofc they do just to make it worse!!!

Rain’s ghost is bound to them and he hates them. He’s betrayed and hurt and mourning the better life he was slowly trying to build.

WAIT DID I TAG THE RIGHT PERSON😭 WHERES ADRIAN

merry late christmas guys life and uni are bumming me so hard so ive done basically no personal art for ages

but here yous go some of @egoisticqueerunderanydefinition ‘s ocs PD and pix!!! both my headcanon versions ofc this was their christmas present

more to come hopefully idk. desperate for money if anyone wants a commission in this style??

Am I the only one having vivid amino flashbacks with these communities or,,,

added more to it guys

Hair Holds Memories

(aka Rain after he’s kicked out/runs away from home and cuts his own hair)

saw someone’s art and decided i Wanted That so i looked at one of their tutorials where they paint over the line art and tried this. it absolutely does not look like theirs but it was a fun experiment!!!

this is fucking slander i’m just slow

My boyfriend can't read

I SEE YHE VISION I SEE THE VISION

Your “friend” has been replaced by a doppelgänger. You aren’t sure where it came from or what it is under the disguise. But you know one thing; you prefer it over the original.