Only If You Want To Fixate On It Then Tear Your Own Hair Out Bc The Fandom Is Full Of Children

I can’t post anything right now bc all my stuff is for uni work and I do NOT want to source my TUMBLR BLOG as my work so I don’t get done for plagiarism but. Just know I’m cooking right now.

YOU CANT he is already dead (thanks a lot pix)

How often do you rain

-SG

I often rain a lot he’s my little doll that I play with and put in increasingly weird and wacky and sometimes upsetting scenarios

whiteboard exercise bc i cant continue being bad at drawing on there i had to become good

@breakallofmyfingers pix belongs to this fella i think (i keep forgetting their username)

I GOT INTO UNI!!! i’m going to make my sillies real one day and this is a step towards that god bless

(done in like 5 mins in my college’s smoke shelter^)

i posted a REEL on instagram (🤢) about abbey and her stepmum JOYYCEE (joyce belongs to @nathanarmageddon)

abbey is so miserable as a teen it all goes downhill and joyce is only trying to help her but. abbey is ANGRY at the world and at herself and at her family and she needs to stew in those feelings for a few years for processing reasons she is NOT open to help yet

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING FROM THIS POINT ONWARDS FOR ED, DEATH AND GENERAL STRUGGLES⚠️

a lot goes off when she’s a teenager that lights the slow fuse of the firework that is her brain

she develops an ED and other unhealthy behaviours and she hides it from everyone but they still suspect somethings up with her. she goes quiet and gets moodier and stops looking after herself with baths and brushing her teeth and it’s very noticeable.

after her and hanna fall out she becomes a MESS. she’s messed something up very dear to her and hates herself even more and it’s about to be everyone’s problem!! she hates herself so much she can’t be convinced that she can change she thinks she’s just rotten forever so it doesn’t matter if she lashes out at people

she gets a girlfriend (jenny) to distract her from everything. she likes the companionship. jenny just likes her. it’s very unhealthy and they argue a lot and prod at each others insecurities until jenny finds out about hanna and realises she was a rebound and that whole bin fire BLOWS UP

abbey basically turns into a younger female version of her dad. gets her feelings out by screaming at the people she cares about because it’s familiar to her she’s picked it up from HIM. and then she doesn’t want to get better she’s not used to being vulnerable anymore

it gets better for her but that’s a separate story!!

Should be visiting back home hopefully tonight so I’ll update later

Oh I love you @elvis-official

YOU DONT KNOW THE CONTEXT TO THIS?????? IVE FAILED YOU WTF

1st oc: hi im just a normal highschooler im kinda depressed but i swear im not a mary sue

30th oc:

messy ass rendering style with too much airbrush and effects is back hiiiiiii ik rain’s,,,, injury isnt realistic but i wanted drama

been brainrotting over these two and also silver springs 1997 separately and then i heard this line and took it out of context

crazy stuff happens when you feel like you’re being held together by masking tape and a dream!!!!!!!!!!! like relying on dead dove do not eat THE SHIP to cope ?!

barely rendered little bitch in the corner (the ref was impossibble i didnt want to actually try with that) belongs to @egoisticqueerunderanydefinition

something something go white boy go

im not immune to vampire x vampire hunter propaganda