No You Don't Get It, I'm A Good Person. You Don't Understand. I'm A Good Person Which Makes It Okay For

^ here is a basic introduction to both my cats

(Edit jatsi is also commonly called joksu after the finn name of snufkins dad, because it is far too perfect and i was given too much power in what i call my cats)

I think the only person I've met in real life with 100% career satisfaction was this gal I knew who was a presenter at a children's science museum and delivered every line like she was running a WWE match. Every time you passed the room where she was giving a presentation, you'd hear something like "WHO'S READY FOR CEPHALOPODS?!?" and the kids would go absolutely nuts cheering.

Soo me and the beloved were discussing avians, bird anatomy and how birds mimic voices and start to sound like people they're near often. And i wrote this snippet and they somehow convinced me to post it

Keep in mind ive never wrote anything serious and finished in my entire life

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Punz leans on a column of the arch that separates their bases little kitchenette and the space dream has claimed as his impromptu "office". ((Aka books scattered haphazardly across the floor and papers plastered to the walls with anything from sticky notes to arrows speared through the scrolls like a prized kill. To punz it looks more like a mental breakdown than a functional workspace, but who is he to judge))

Dream is reading a map, at least attempting to as tired eyes scan through the scramble of lines for the 3rd or 7h time like its going to effect the outcome in any way. Punz catches his attention with a knock to the cold wood, it makes dream flinch and punz only feels a little bad, ((its routine at this point, better to act like nothings changed than make dream feel fragile with gentle movements and an unchanged outcome)) punz can tell dream hasn't slept when he raises his head to tilt it at him expectantly, frazzled feathers and hair that isn't much better off, punz doesn't comment on it. He informs dream he's going to make breakfast now, asking if he's hungry. Dream says 'no', it comes out a little sharper than he meant it, punz looks taken aback, and says he sounds like sam. Dream feels empty as he realizes he can't tell the difference anymore.

Is this just an unnecessarily long set up to one (1) line i wanted to deliver? Yes.

This monstrosity would not exist without @thehatmanawaits so i blame you if this flops<3

hope you're doing okay 🫂🫂

thank you anon <33 I hope you’re doing okay and taking care of yourself

to be honest? I feel very calm right now. I just think that, no matter the outcome, we’re all gonna be okay <3 and I’m not gonna expend extra energy being upset before I even know the full picture. Which is so much easier said than done but somehow that switch got flipped in my brain so.

I think I’ll probably have more to say after george’s statement. I doubt I’ll be this calm forever and it’s likely I will cry again at some point. But that’s okay. It’s all a push and pull, and however you’re feeling about the situation is totally fine and valid.

hm. I don’t think fandom should ever be more of a source of stress than comfort. I know you didn’t ask, but as of right now, I feel like my level of investment in the dream team and related creators is at a very healthy level. Especially compared to how I was in oct ‘22 lol. But as it is, I have other interests I can fall back on. A lot of my creative works have always been about the dsmp characters. My point is that taking a step back whilst this unfolds has been almost surprisingly easy for me. And, honestly, after the first few hours when I was processing everything, I feel pretty level headed about everything.

Anyway, it’s okay to be not okay right now. It’s okay to step back. It’s okay to leave regardless of the outcome because this fandom can be stressful. And if you ever reach a point where that stress isn’t worth the good parts of the fandom? then it’s okay to leave.

okay that’s all I have to say right now sorry for rambling. to anyone who’s reading this: go get a drink of water and be kind to yourself <3

do it for them

reblog for a group of crows to choose you as their leader and follow you around every waking moment

I love the thought of c!Dream being deeply unsettling. There's something off about him, something you can't put your finger on, that makes you dread being alone in a room together. Even when he's trapped in a prison cell, it feels like he's the one with the power. I love the thought of that being intentional—when he has no weapons, he can make his own. He still has his mind. He still has his voice.

Obviously that's not who c!Dream is By Default, but it's interesting how well he can play the character when he chooses to. When he decides it can work to his benefit.

Hello it is I, back at it again with another comic! Thank you all for the support on Pinning Butterflies ^^ @lookinghalfacorpse’s Doomsday Trio Ages continues to give me emotions. Specially this last line. So I have some more angst (and fluff)- also known as reasons Techno has illegally adopted another wanted criminal. Phil has adoption papers in his bag for such occasions you can’t tell me otherwise.

Shoutout to my brother who did the editing for this comic. He suffered me talking about my faves, and learned lore just to tell me when/if they were OOC. XD

Oh, to those of you who recommended I read “In the Wild All Lessons Last” congrats you are now the reason why I am dehydrated. 

I think sometimes I realize just how special the DSMP was. Like. Nothing of that magnitude will ever happen again. I’m glad I was here to experience it with you all.

I've gotta say that there is no better achievement as a neurodivergent person than hyperfixating on a character for so long that you are known as "the 'insert character name here' person"