I Need Someone To Be Unhinged On Main, The World Is Crushing And Im Too Out Of It To Hyperfixate On Media

i know it's just idiots on twitter but seeing people accuse badboyhalo of being a groomer/pedophile just drives home the fact these are now words to throw around when you don't like someone.

the dsmp was good. it told interesting stories, in interesting ways. a lot of love and heart went into it. even the ending. there's no qualifiers here. it was just good and enjoyable and i'm glad it happened.

Dream: I feel so burnt out. Punz: Don’t worry, it'll be over soon. Dream: Are you gonna... assassinate me? Punz: Well not if you’re expecting it.

so bored should i stage my own arrest and get thrown into a prison i paid to have built and then get tortured beat neglected and starved but in a gay way

"it's all in your head" correct! unfortunately I am also in there

picture day for pigeons

NON DREAM-FAN IRL SAYS HE THINKS PEOPLE DEFENDING GUMBALL IS WEIRD AND PEOPLE JUST WANNA HATE DREAM FOR NO REASON I WIN!!!!

weird thoughts.

Covid was probably the main cause for the English mcyt fanbase to be full of insane controlling puritans and Im actually glad Dream found himself separated from those freaks (though not at the expense of people’s wellbeing of course). Like, this whole drama convinced me that a falling out with not just other ccs but the wider English mcyt community as a whole was inevitable. And I’m relieved?

My opinion of these people have dropped to such a degree that any desire to reconcile and have a neutral standing relationship is completely gone. These are genuinely bad people who crave hurting others.

Like I’m glad Dream never has to deal with their controlling nature like the British ccs. Obviously he’d have a spine, but it wouldn’t be good for him in the long run.

tmmys visit to pandora gets me so horrifically bad as someone who was an unstable child forced to hold responsibility over my younger brother, i cannot even begin to try to figure out how to visualize the fucking terror in a way that makes sense.

(Gets kinda heavy so read with caution)

Whenever i get reminded of that scene all i can think about is being like 11 and crying so hard i threw up when he was being a menace and i couldn't stop thinking about how much i wanted to hurt him.

He would regularly mess with me to the point it triggered a panic attack. My fight or flight would go off so hard that i couldn't speak or recognize anything happening around me, it would often also make me really aggressive and ig he found that entertaining.

Guess it really messed with me cuz i still can't get angry without shutting down from fear/adrenaline, best way i can describe the feeling is to imagine being a wild rabbit that's been picked up and knowing you will die if you can't claw yourself out of the hands.

okay wait i’ll never get over the fact that dream trying to communicate and set boundaries was seen as manipulative but tommy making that video to “test” dreams friendship and to get a reaction wasn’t