men will say stop calling me puppy and then look like this
βget a jobβ as an insult: piddlin. implies oneβs value is determined by employment. feeds into capitalistic ideals
βget a hobbyβ: strong. cutting. implies that instead of feeding your soul and potentially creating something beautiful, you are here bothering me.
tmmys visit to pandora gets me so horrifically bad as someone who was an unstable child forced to hold responsibility over my younger brother, i cannot even begin to try to figure out how to visualize the fucking terror in a way that makes sense.
(Gets kinda heavy so read with caution)
Whenever i get reminded of that scene all i can think about is being like 11 and crying so hard i threw up when he was being a menace and i couldn't stop thinking about how much i wanted to hurt him.
He would regularly mess with me to the point it triggered a panic attack. My fight or flight would go off so hard that i couldn't speak or recognize anything happening around me, it would often also make me really aggressive and ig he found that entertaining.
Guess it really messed with me cuz i still can't get angry without shutting down from fear/adrenaline, best way i can describe the feeling is to imagine being a wild rabbit that's been picked up and knowing you will die if you can't claw yourself out of the hands.
Why does Dream catch strays in the most random places THE REEL WASNT EVEN ABOUT HIM ??
characters with prey animal rage
c!techno on nov. 16th
how it feels to be online these days
warden of pandoraβs vault posting like
i bring you guys high quality stuff as always.. !
"Kill them with kindness" CORRECT!!!
here to be a creature mostly, might indulge in putting my faves in a box to psychoanalyze them from time to to time
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