― Clarice Lispector, The Passion According To G.H.

currently listening to this song. missing my 1d days.

Niall is a model who sometimes can’t see straight from cameras flashing, Zayn is his soldier boyfriend that always helps him find his way.

Except Zayn always has to go, and Niall always has to wait, and they both get lost without each other.

Six months apart is six months too long.

Written By:  Lookafterlou1234

oneshot + military/au + angst

Note: Am I really surprised? Didn’t even go looking to fill this tag yet here I am crying. Tears everywhere. 

- Kendra

artist: ana clerici

Dating Niall would include

- baking cupcakes in the middle of the night.

- him making you wear his sweaters when you get a cold

-lots and lots of cuddling

- rough and sweaty post-concert sex

- “Y'have to be quiet darlin’, I don’t want Harry catchin’ us again.”

- him dragging you to all his sports events

- You having to cheer him up after his team lost and he’s acting like a pouty four year-old toddler

- “Niall did you purposely cut holes in your jeans?”

- “Niall where the fuck is the pie I bought this morning?”

- “Niall get off of me, we have to get up.” “Nuh uh. Don’t wanna.” “Niaalll.”

- him making dinner and it’s good but the kitchen’s a mess

- “Sometimes I think you love Harry more than me.” “You got me.”

- rough and sweaty post-golf sex

- that goddamn stupid ugly hat

- him being overprotective at clubs and crowded places

- him tackling you out of no where and tickling you

- him trying really hard to braid your hair

- “My eyes are drowning in an ocean of you.” “You’re such a loser, you know that?”

- him trying and failing to teach you guitar.

- his thick ass fingers

- tracing the veins on his arms while you both watch tv

- sloppy kisses

Dear. M (2020)

Entah bagaimana ceritanya, kini kita kembali ke titik awal. Dimana tidak ada kata ‘kita’ dan yang ada hanya kata ‘aku’ dan 'kamu’. Dimana kita kini hanyalah orang asing yang pernah menjadi bagian penting di kehidupan masing-masing. Akankah kita tersenyum saat kita bertemu lagi? Atau akankah kita berpura-pura seperti tidak kenal?

(via surat-pendek)

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painted this while having a flu so the colours are more neon than I’d like… happy mermay!!! shh no that’s not clamperl