1. push yourself to get up before the rest of the world - start with 7am, then 6am, then 5:30am. go to the nearest hill with a big coat and a scarf and watch the sun rise. 2. push yourself to fall asleep earlier - start with 11pm, then 10pm, then 9pm. wake up in the morning feeling re-energized and comfortable. 3. erase processed food from your diet. start with no lollies, chips, biscuits, then erase pasta, rice, cereal, then bread. use the rule that if a child couldn’t identify what was in it, you don’t eat it. 4. get into the habit of cooking yourself a beautiful breakfast. fry tomatoes and mushrooms in real butter and garlic, fry an egg, slice up a fresh avocado and squirt way too much lemon on it. sit and eat it and do nothing else. 5. stretch. start by reaching for the sky as hard as you can, then trying to touch your toes. roll your head. stretch your fingers. stretch everything. 6. buy a 1L water bottle. start with pushing yourself to drink the whole thing in a day, then try drinking it twice. 7. buy a beautiful diary and a beautiful black pen. write down everything you do, including dinner dates, appointments, assignments, coffees, what you need to do that day. no detail is too small. 8. strip your bed of your sheets and empty your underwear draw into the washing machine. put a massive scoop of scented fabric softener in there and wash. make your bed in full. 9. organise your room. fold all your clothes (and bag what you don’t want), clean your mirror, your laptop, vacuum the floor. light a beautiful candle. 10. have a luxurious shower with your favourite music playing. wash your hair, scrub your body, brush your teeth. lather your whole body in moisturiser, get familiar with the part between your toes, your inner thighs, the back of your neck. 11. push yourself to go for a walk. take your headphones, go to the beach and walk. smile at strangers walking the other way and be surprised how many smile back. bring your dog and observe the dog’s behaviour. realise you can learn from your dog. 12. message old friends with personal jokes. reminisce. suggest a catch up soon, even if you don’t follow through. push yourself to follow through. 14. think long and hard about what interests you. crime? sex? boarding school? long-forgotten romance etiquette? find a book about it and read it. there is a book about literally everything. 15. become the person you would ideally fall in love with. let cars merge into your lane when driving. pay double for parking tickets and leave a second one in the machine. stick your tongue out at babies. compliment people on their cute clothes. challenge yourself to not ridicule anyone for a whole day. then two. then a week. walk with a straight posture. look people in the eye. ask people about their story. talk to acquaintances so they become friends. 16. lie in the sunshine. daydream about the life you would lead if failure wasn’t a thing. open your eyes. take small steps to make it happen for you.
Sixteen Small Steps to Happiness (via pigmenting)
Yrsa Daley-Ward, from bone; “waiting for the check to clear”
his lips.
You ever sat back and realized how much you allowed yourself to suffocate at one point in time because you were too kind?
“My heart is empty. The emptiness is a mirror turned toward my own face.”
— The Seventh Seal (1957) dir. by Ingmar Bergman (via violentwavesofemotion)
HI guys! I will be posting all the episode of Bon Voyage here. I will update this post as more episodes are released. Please tell me if the videos don’t play or if it takes more than 2 days to process on Google drive. Enjoy~
EP.1 Surprise Party (the audio is echoing?? I’ll try to fix by next video sorry ;;;)
EP.2 What happened in Bergen (password: bwibelle)
EP.3 Humorous and playful tour over the mountains and seas Pt.1 l Pt.2 (I’m missing the last 5 minutes or so bc I accidentally trimmed extra orz sorry ;;;;;)
EP.4 BTS’ lucky day | Pt. 2
EP.5 Cheerful BTS’ party in the cruise l Pt. 2
EP.6 Camping car-ideals l Pt. 2 l Pt. 3
EP.7 Naughty boys visit Finland l Pt. 2 l Pt. 3
EP.8 Merry Christmas in Summer l Pt. 2
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Gift VODS
Behind Cam EP.1 (password: bwibelle)
Behind Cam EP.2
Behind Cam EP.3
Behind Cam EP.4
Behind Cam EP.5
Behind Cam EP.6
Behind Cam EP.7
Behind Cam EP.8 l Pt. 2
BTS MEMORY FILM
“I’m not everything I want to be but I’m more than I was, and I’m still learning”
— Charlotte Erikkson
talked my head off, worked my tail off, cried my eyes out, walked my feet off, sang my heart out, so you see, there's not much left of me.
Sue Zhao
creating myself
If I hadn’t gone to Gwangju in May of that year, if I hadn’t met you in Gwangju, if I hadn’t let go of your hand in those woods, would you still be alive? But on this 41st May when you’ve finally returned, I realize that I was the one who chose to do all of that. In May of that year, I chose to go to Gwangju and chose to love you with all my heart. I prayed every day that worse pains in life would come to me instead of you. If I had been the one to die in the crossroads of life and death, and you had lived, you would’ve experienced the tides that I had experienced all this time. The life of the one who was left behind. Hence, I’ve finally realized that what I experienced all this time was the Lord’s way of answering my prayer. Those lonely and painful 41 years were merely my love for you.
LEE DO HYUN as Hwang Hee Tae in YOUTH OF MAY (2021)