Last Exam Is Tomorrow!!!

~ 30/100 ~

29.08.2022 // i was so swept up in my work and also had my head up in the clouds today. please have this picture of my in-class doodles because i forgot to take proper pics

🎧: despite it all by mingginyu | ☕ | ig: _hermit.studies

Just because you have to study to achieve your dreams doesn't mean it can't be enjoyable

College has been a whole process for me. I did not know how to study, i did not know how to put effort into the right things, and most importantly, i did not know how to accept that my actions (or lack of) were the problem.

It took me years, but I've learned to accept that it's ok for me to need to study to be good when it comes to a subject, that college is a place for learning, not for being instantly good at something.

And now i can finally say that, without the subconscious frustration, i truly do enjoy learning new things, studying new subjects, and studying for the sake of knowing more, not just to pass exams.

It takes work, but it's all worth it.

Sometimes i forget

The one i study in the mirror

Is none other than myself

And i surprise myself

With how kind i am

When the mirror shows

Nothing but a stranger

💕 14.06.2024 // I studied a bit less today but I only had 6h of sleep so I think I can stop earlier and go to bed to rest a bit ahah

Tomorrow I want to study a lot more than today, and I hope I will be able to hit 9/10 hours of studying!!

3/100 days of productivity

the study

anki review

cardio videos & anki: sensory receptors of vasculature, board-style question, auscultation, heart sounds, cardiac cycle

the life

went for a walk outside!! easing myself back into moving my body

set goals for may

wrote in my notebooks <3

cleaned my apartment

updated ynab

one thing i really enjoy doing in my journal is writing down beautiful poems, passages from novels, and film reviews that i come across. a few weeks ago, i watched la chimera and it was one of the best movies i've seen in the past decade. i'm still thinking about it, weeks later.... beautiful movies beget beautiful film reviews so i wrote down an excerpt of an nyt review🏺

blue sky day and lots of studies! 💙🖌️

41 more days of the semester (4/02/2025)

Crammed for my immunology exam (8 hours)

Got my allergy shotssss (another month and a half of this)