9/05/22

3.09.2022

My life these days.

day 1

i don't think I am (or could ever be) the kind of person who takes nice notes or has nice notebooks for each subject. i end up scrawling all over and tearing pages out and stapling them together.

i've been trying to fight the urge to not eat. i've been drinking a lot of coffee. i'm really scared but i think that's a good thing because you're only scared when you give a shit and i want to give a shit.

I will succeed. Not immediately. But definitely.

remember to thank yourself for how far you’ve come.

it hasn’t been easy.

Just because you have to study to achieve your dreams doesn't mean it can't be enjoyable

College has been a whole process for me. I did not know how to study, i did not know how to put effort into the right things, and most importantly, i did not know how to accept that my actions (or lack of) were the problem.

It took me years, but I've learned to accept that it's ok for me to need to study to be good when it comes to a subject, that college is a place for learning, not for being instantly good at something.

And now i can finally say that, without the subconscious frustration, i truly do enjoy learning new things, studying new subjects, and studying for the sake of knowing more, not just to pass exams.

It takes work, but it's all worth it.

We're all just humans

And to be human means to make mistakes.

And that's perfectly ok.

Learning to embrace making mistakes means learning to love yourself a little bit more (and at the end of the day, that's what really matters)

2/6 exams to go

19.06.24 my child 🧸

reflections on my two weeks living in nyc again, feat. 192 books, a really cool bookstore i found in chelsea 💗 i'm still figuring out the trajectory of this blog but once i start work (tomorrow, eep!), this may just turn into a workblr or nyc "travel" tumblr??

May 29, 2024 • Wednesday

Hello I am still here

Took a week off studying because I deserved it lol. But we're back! Revamped my digital planner for the month of June, and I also found my samsung tablet! It's an A series tablet (very old I know) but it still works! Sadly it's not S Pen compatible.

But the good news is I won't be using it to take notes lol (paper notes supremacyyy) but rather to sync it with my laptop and download PDFs so I can improve my library study sessions. I've begun to hit the library really often nowadays and it's really helping me study!

Slowly beginning to catch up with uni stuff, let's see how it goes :)

Shoutout to @studaxy my best friend and my new student heehee

🎧 Espresso — Sabrina Carpenter

10.11.24

i'm procrastinating on my homework as i'm writing this this