Feeling unwanted changes you a lot.
“it scares me to think about how i’m only alive because i don’t want to hurt the people i love”
— that’s the only reason (via depresseddisneyprincess)
maybe you meant a little too much to me, and maybe i meant a little too little to you
“My heart gets sad sometimes. I’m not really sure why. It just starts to ache and my body begins to feel hollow. My mind wanders. I hate feeling like this. I don’t want to. But I can’t help it. My heart just feels heavy.”
— You asked why I was so quiet
I never thought that our happy moments could turn into sad memories.
The heart wants what the heart wants and there’s nothing one can do about it, except for suffering.
I wish I didn’t want you anymore.
I’m trapped. I desperately don’t want to live, I desperately need to die. But I can’t do that to my loved ones. So I live everyday and I suffer. And I suffer, suffer so so much.
I don't wanna do this anymore
Just please...
Let me die
Let me end all this pain
I don’t think people realize how overthinking slowly kills you, they don’t know how it can turn your mind into thoughts you wish weren’t yours