I Never Thought That Our Happy Moments Could Turn Into Sad Memories.

“But he wasn’t written for her and no matter how hard she tried she couldn’t rewrite the story.”

- C. H.

They told me leaving you was the cure to my pain. It was the supposed remedy for my heartache. Leaving you would calm the chaos in my head, how I would finally feel free and liberated.

It turned out to be a lie. All I do is wait for you to come back, all I feel is regret.

“I laughed and said, ‘Life is easy.’ What I meant was, ‘Life is easy with you here, and when you leave, it will be hard again.’”

— Miranda July; No One Belongs Here More Than You (via perfectquote)

People think that suicide is a choice and yes it is but right now it feels like the only fucking answer.

my entire life is just about trying to survive my mind but then again there are moments where i ask myself why i’m even trying so hard. there is no light at the end of the tunnel, there is nothing worth staying for. why am i still doing this then? why am i still trying

Mental illness took so much away from me, sometimes I wish it would have taken my life as well

I’m trapped. I desperately don’t want to live, I desperately need to die. But I can’t do that to my loved ones. So I live everyday and I suffer. And I suffer, suffer so so much.

oh u got the metnal illnes?