Oh U Got The Metnal Illnes?

I don’t want to do anything anymore, I don’t want to be anything anymore

I still love you. After everything I still love you. I wish this was not true.

Some things break you so fucking bad that you spend the rest of your life wishing you hadn’t survived it. Because death would be better than the pain you have to live with everyday

I think it’s high time that I let you go. I’ve been hurting myself for too long by holding onto you.

I wish I could gather the courage to do it once and for all.

“Not everyone who comes into our life is meant to stay. So stop holding onto people who clearly don’t want to be with you.”

— Unknown

“Maybe if I was good enough you would have stayed.”

-12:34 AM

I’ll be here waiting for you. I want you to know that if you ever decide that you want me, I’m here. I’ve always been incredibly stubborn much to my own dismay. And it’s not going to be any different this time. So I will wait for you. Maybe you will come back, probably you won’t. But I’m not going to stop waiting for you.

I’m not giving up on us.

The thing is once you start thinking about killing yourself you can never go back. It becomes this option, that you can't unsee or stop thinking off. Whenever things get tough again it comes back to haunt you. There'll always be this voice whispering 'wouldn't it all be easier if you died' and you can never get rid of it