If They Act Like They Can Live Without You, Let Them

How am I supposed to succeed at life when on most days my best is getting out of bed. I have no energy to work towards anything. Showing up is my best sadly. But how do you explain that to people.

Sometimes it's just feels like I am a burden for everyone, even for myself

Fun Fact: I can’t do this anymore

im so tired of just surviving and living day by day. will i ever get to be alive and live a life im actually proud of? or will i just endure this misery until i cant anymore?

No, he didn’t love me. Yes, it’s not the end of the world. But it was the end of my world. I was always broken, even before I met him. But after him, I shattered into a million pieces.

One can fix a crack but you can’t put back a million pieces together

“it scares me to think about how i’m only alive because i don’t want to hurt the people i love”

— that’s the only reason (via depresseddisneyprincess)

The thing is once you start thinking about killing yourself you can never go back. It becomes this option, that you can't unsee or stop thinking off. Whenever things get tough again it comes back to haunt you. There'll always be this voice whispering 'wouldn't it all be easier if you died' and you can never get rid of it

The worst part about anything that’s self destructive is that it’s so intimate. You become so close with your addictions and illnesses that leaving them behind is like killing the part of yourself that taught you how to survive.

Feeling unwanted changes you a lot.