Thesemidnightthoughtss - Midnight Thoughts

i dont have the strength to recover. im going through the motions at this point. i gave up long ago, now i breathe because i dont know what else to do.

me: *exists* me: this is too much

“I always felt like I saw things differently. Saw things other people didn’t.”

— Lois Lowry, The Giver (via thebookquotes)

oh u got the metnal illnes?

I begged him to stay. Lost all my dignity in the process. And it still wasn’t enough.

Ever hated yourself so much that the only thing you could is think about is punishing yourself and making yourself suffer? Doing every self destructive thing you can think of. Wanting to harm yourself because there’s so much hate. And you don’t know how to deal with it without taking it out on yourself

I don’t wanna live because it’s not worth living with all this pain and completely unloved

The heart wants what the heart wants and there’s nothing one can do about it, except for suffering.

I wish I didn’t want you anymore.