“Yes, there are times we live for somebody else.”
— The Lumineers
THAT JUST HIT ME LIKE A TRAIN
I need someone to think of me the same way authors describe their characters
Just because I learnt how to live without you doesn’t mean I ever really wanted to.
After you leave a toxic or abusive environment, a lot of normal things are going to feel weird, and just plainly awful at the beginning. Buying that thing you've always wanted can make you feel guilty for spending money on yourself. Resting can feel a lot more like being lazy. Safety and happiness can feel so temporary, almost like you are just waiting for life to get bad again.
It's normal, it's part of the process. You will get used to be at peace. To feel joy. To be safe. I know you will<3
“You cannot make someone understand a message they are not ready to receive.”
— Unknown
You are not what happened to you. You didn't deserve to go through all that. You deserved to be loved, to feel safe, to be safe. You deserved kindness. Patience. You deserved better.
"Can you multitask ?" Yes, actually I am losing my mind and chilling at the same time.
therapy is not enough!! i need taylor swift to shout the lyrics of this is me trying in my ears!!
“I need to stop fantasizing about running away to some other life and start figuring out the one I have.”
— Holly Black
"yOuR trAuMa mAde yOu sTroNger" no bitch it made me prone to disassociation and afraid of loud noises