Kitty Cuddles

beauty of simple

(obvious, ain’t it? explains that one)

Rosettes Series #51 - Dennis Wojtkiewicz.

Art G.Shvecova (Design graphics - Green Planet_250418)

1st day of a month of denial

Tonight sir has decided I will begin a month of orgasm denial. I’ve never done a month of denial before so it will be interesting to see how subby and needy I become. I’m feeling very submissive at the moment.

Feeling very frustrated

I'm currently in a very horny and frustrated state . Sir covered me in hypno arousal gel quite thoroughly and said my arousal triggers multiple times.The gel is making me throb with arousal and need. I'm writhing desperate for release and whimpering in frustration. I'm feeling very submissive and hope sir let's me have release soon. He suggested this post could help persuade him...

My punishment

I pleasured myself without permission so I'm now on no touch for the rest of the night and tomorrow morning... Sir is now making me scroll through tumblr for 20 minutes.

A new suggestion

I've been given a new suggestion by sir that I'm only allowed to touch when I'm sucking on something... This makes me feel very flustered, aroused and used like the good little slut I am.

Numbing cream

This morning I had some time to be lazy in the bed before work. I was going to edge, then I remembered the numbing cream. I have Emla for using before laser epilation (to get rid of the hair) on my labia. 

I’ve been fantasizing about BeingFuckedWithNumbingCreamOn SlowlyLosingSensationAnd WastingTheRareChanceToCum for some time now. Wanted to try how it really feels.

I took the cream from the bed side drawer and put a large amount on my finger. 

Even the thought of this made my pussy drip. Without even touching my clit, I was on the edge. It’s all in the mind, after all ;) In my strange mind. 

I reached my clit and rubbed the whole amount in circles, until it was all soaked. Some on the surrounding area too. I made sure there was an excess amount of cream directly on the clit. 

I edged, just from this brief stimulation on my clit. With the thought of the numbing cream, it was so intense. I stopped touching, but I was going to go over the edge, I could feel it. So I opened my legs wide and opened my labia with hands wide, to stop the slightest contact on my clit. Like that, I waited for 10 minutes, and rubbed to test. The sense had decreased, but I could still feel the touch. Ahh it was soo sweet. I waited another 15 minutes and rubbed again. Oh my.. nothing. 

My clit stopped existing. I touched and rubbed and pressed. Nothing. Just a piece of nerveless meat. Like your mouth after the dentist gives you the anesthetic shot.

My clit completely numbed, I reached for my dildo. It is very smooth, polished wood, curved, to press the right spots inside. I started fucking myself with it. There was a lot of pleasure from the dildo too. I thought I was getting close. If I went over the edge I decided to let it happen so that I prove myself that I can cum from penetration only. I would cum, and remove the dildo just when I start to throb, and ruin it. 

Idea of ruining a penetration-only orgasm sounded so evil. Made me hotter. 

I fucked myself so fast with the dildo. Without my clit feeling nothing, the pleasure was intense, but just not enough. Or maybe it would be enough if I could continue as long as necessary but my arm would get so tired after like 4-5 minutes I’d need to stop and rest. With each frenzied thrust, I edged. With each stop for rest, I calmed down. As I was fucking myself with the dildo like crazy I heard these inner voices of some strangers I imagined playing with me:

 “This is all you get for pleasure now. Your clit is gone. Kaputt. Nada. All you get is penetration only. Cum from this.” 

This was so hot and I was so close I was panting and moaning in the bedroom out loud and sweating… Yet I could not go over that edge.

More than an hour of furiously trying, my arms were very tired, and my body was very frustrated. I gave up. I dressed, and came to work.

My clit came back like half and hour later I left home. It started throbbing with need under my jeans.

I have been at work for 3 hours. I can not do real work. I can not concentrate on anything. The ache on my pussy has consumed me. The need is overwhelming.

When I talk to my colleagues, it’s like I’m faking the conversation. What I’m really thinking about is the ache.

Instead of doing proper work, I am typing this on my laptop, getting wetter and more needy as type it.

Gah... I mean thanks for that clarification >< lol

Denied

This morning Sir didn’t let me have release after my edges… Still feeling horny and dont think tumblr is the best place to be or is it? Denial is so frustrating yet can be so good.