Day 14 Of My Denial

Sunday

The day I can cum without permission and it still feels weird. Although I still feel very submissive as sir uses me as his little obedient slut while I'm made to write this post. It's so hard to think.

Gah... I mean thanks for that clarification >< lol

Denied

This morning Sir didn’t let me have release after my edges… Still feeling horny and dont think tumblr is the best place to be or is it? Denial is so frustrating yet can be so good.

So desperate and needy...

I'm so horny and needy. I'm on 3 days of denial after cumming without permission and sir just had me do a writing task that made me horny with each line and desperate to touch. I couldnt touch until I finished it and had to wait 21 minutes because I made that many mistakes. Now after 4 minutes sir told me to stop touching to do this post.

She tried to ignore the toes rubbing up and down her leg.. that suggestion that she would feel aroused at any touch by her neighbor was ridiculous. She only went along with the session to appease her so called party trick. Sure she had obeyed when she was told to strip down to her shoes but she was only just going along with it. She wasnt slipping to the pleasure... She could resist... She would stay in control... Nevermind a whimper just escaped her and she was told she wouldnt cum without her permission.

My 2nd day of denial

Sir might have teased me to the point almost combustion last night… he made me get my dildo and gave the suggestion as I slide it in my mind went a bit more blank. Needless to say I was at the edge very fast. I expressed this to sir but he made me keep going… he even had me recite my abc’s. Then he came up with the idea for me to fuck myself fast with it while he counted down from 10. I protested saying I might go over the edge however sir merely said I’d be punished if I did. Sir teased me some more as I updated my diary entry and then had me stand at the mirror watching myself as he made me imagine and feel him fucking me.

After all of that when I finally thought we were winding down sir was giving me some nice pats and scritches. He started to subtly tease me when I was finally starting to relax. He told me how he wants me being in this aroused state to be a norm just like all the other things he’s conditioned me with… As he went on about this plan the hornier I got. He then asked me to tell him about my day but to hide the arousal in my voice. He also hinted at possibly extending the denial for more than a week which I can’t see happening given the state I’m in already…

Pillar of Creation

1st day of a month of denial

Tonight sir has decided I will begin a month of orgasm denial. I’ve never done a month of denial before so it will be interesting to see how subby and needy I become. I’m feeling very submissive at the moment.

Yes sir

Denied...

I have finished my 7 days of denial and am now being torotured with pleasure by sir. I dont know if he’s going to let me cum tonight. I am so aroused and feeling so very submissive.