Just A Normal Day...

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Pleasure

It feels so good to edge and touch and for sir to give me ppleasure. I feel so aroused and and sbmissive.

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Front page of the cutest newspaper. >w<

kitty cuddles

Daydreams

Who would have thought they could be so frustrating? 

In the past particularity when Sir isn't around I'd avoid touching if certain thoughts came into my mind... A while ago I told Sir about this and he gave me the evil suggestion of when I thinking about some specific arousing things and it was safe to do so I wouldn't resist and start touching for a couple of minutes. It's so mean yet hot being so helpless at the same time.

A new mantra

Sir has trained me to memorize a new mantra.

It seemed quite long at first and I didnt think I could do it but I’ve had to practice with my eyes closed. 

“I'm such a good obedient pet for sir. Good obedient pets need to obey. Good submissive girls need to submit. Good girls don't think. Good girls just listen. Good girls obey.”

I’m to practice it for my morning edges.

Being helplessly conditioned makes me so horny and aroused which adds a lot of frustration as I haven’t had an orgasm for about 4 weeks now.

My 2nd day of denial

Sir might have teased me to the point almost combustion last night… he made me get my dildo and gave the suggestion as I slide it in my mind went a bit more blank. Needless to say I was at the edge very fast. I expressed this to sir but he made me keep going… he even had me recite my abc’s. Then he came up with the idea for me to fuck myself fast with it while he counted down from 10. I protested saying I might go over the edge however sir merely said I’d be punished if I did. Sir teased me some more as I updated my diary entry and then had me stand at the mirror watching myself as he made me imagine and feel him fucking me.

After all of that when I finally thought we were winding down sir was giving me some nice pats and scritches. He started to subtly tease me when I was finally starting to relax. He told me how he wants me being in this aroused state to be a norm just like all the other things he’s conditioned me with… As he went on about this plan the hornier I got. He then asked me to tell him about my day but to hide the arousal in my voice. He also hinted at possibly extending the denial for more than a week which I can’t see happening given the state I’m in already…