Welcome Spring πΌπ°πΌ
I wish my presence made electronics glitch out and start displaying images or playing audio that preyed on your worst fears and regrets . but alas
[this post is about being otherkin/fictionkin (specifically alternatekin for me) please do not derail! ^^]
Like yeah.... I'm a working dog, but I'm not supposed to be doing THIS kinda work
Tinyyy lil vent
I can't fucking stand those who say " why don't you talk to them. It's not that hard "
Go fuck yourself. Lucky you, you know how to socialize and strike up a fucking conversation, and bam make a new friend right then and there.
I can't fucking do that. My mind races, and before you say "well they to calm downβ
Mf what do you think I try to do??? Fuck you.
God every time they say "it's not that hard" or "You gotta get out of that" bitch easier said than done. You're extroverted. And you have the audacity to say "oh yeah I'm a Bit SocIaly Anxiousx" shut the fuck up. You'd understand what I'm going through if you did. You stupid fuck
And not only that, bit the constant " what if I'm weird. What if they think I'm a creep what if what if what the fuck if"
Shut the fuck ip
I instantly lose respect when someone wants to join ICE.
" well don't lose respect, you don't know what they'll be doingβ "
.. Stfu , I instantly lose respect when someone wants to Join ICE. and agree on how they're acting with immigrants.
every time it rains i feel like it's The Mother announcing Herself to the earth-bound folk. i don't particularly enjoy getting caught in the rain, but the thought of every drop being a letter from The Ocean makes me feel better
I envy cool people.
I wish someone can look at me and think " o , thag person is so cool " or " they're really handsome && pretty " but instead I get weird fucking looks .
I hate everytime my friends complain about them looking " ugly " I want to punch the shit out of em when they say that bullshit. I wish I looked like them bruh , stfu you aren't.
I hate looking in the mirror, i juwant to feel cool yknow? And feel actual ly handsome. I lookd fucking disgusting
It's happening again..
honestly.
I feel like I'm a shapeshifter, and would definitely be a shapeshifter.
Sometimes and some days,, I'd feel like a certain creature, feline, a mutt, cryptid, dragon, and a bird, and it just goes all over.