I Want To Climb Through The Clouds And Exist There All By Myself I Want To Hold Hands With Heaven Sing

I was vulnerable on a night, when the clouds veiled the moon's shine. I saw my man, wrapped in cigarette smoke, I felt my moon walking on my streets. I felt my heart beating to blend with yours. To fall for flesh and soul, in merely moments I thought I must be insane to fall in love. A sight, a smile, a night all it took for me to shed myself in your arms, to be a damsel of your eves, wonder of your sheets. I turned my days, a game of dreams, plucking petals, whispering he loves me, has he loved me yet..............................

*love hurts, love heals*

everytimeyousaygoodbye ©

teenagers have figured out that you can fake a positive covid test and get out of school using lemon juice and the newspapers sending me push notifications about this seem to expect my reaction to be “oh no those horrible youths” when it is in fact “lmao based af”

“To achieve perfection in writing while retaining naturalness it was important to write a great deal, to write fluently, as the pianist practices the piano, rather than to correct constantly one page until it withers. To write continuously, to try over and over again to capture a certain mood, a certain experience. Intensive correcting may lead to monotony, to working on dead matter, whereas continuing to write and to write until perfection is achieved through repetition is a way to elude this monotony, to avoid performing an autopsy. Sheer playing of scales, practice, repetition — then by the time one is ready to write a story or a novel a great deal of natural distillation and softing has been accomplished.”

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Anaïs Nin, On Writing

i have read the song of achilles, no longer human and macbeth in last 60 hours,,, and i feel unstable

for those who do not love their education deeply

you are not 'spoilt'

you are not 'wasting' anything or anyone's time

the educational system is awful & you have every right to speak out against it

a teacher must teach you, but they must also entertain and encourage you. if they do not, that is out of your control

most dark academics are making the best of a bad situation

your mental health matters more than grades

not every subject will thrill & excite you. not enjoying literature, poetry or art doesn't make you a 'fake' academic

you can enjoy a subject without studying it & you have every right to say you enjoy it

barely passing or failing a course is not the end of the world. you will get better, whether that means continuing the course or dropping it for your true passion

sometimes you're not good at something, even if you love it. don't sacrifice your mental & physical health to pass a course that you find impossible, but let yourself enjoy it if you can

remember your worth is not in your grades.

“just because you took longer than others, doesn’t mean you failed.”

i think doing scalp massage for hair growth works and also helps with hair loss, i'm able to run my fingers through my hair without having hair on my hand. i think i will post photo of my hair after 3 months and i won't post photos of my hair before that. ♡

“Do yourself a favor and learn how to walk away. When a connection starts to fade, learn how to let it go. When a person starts to mistreat you, learn how to move on … to something and someone better. Don’t waste your energy trying to force something that isn’t meant to be.”

— Reyna Biddy