I Have Read The Song Of Achilles, No Longer Human And Macbeth In Last 60 Hours,,, And I Feel Unstable

“When you feel perpetually unmotivated, you start questioning your existence in an unhealthy way; everything becomes a pseudo intellectual question you have no interest in responding whatsoever. This whole process becomes your very skin and it does not merely affect you; it actually defines you. So, you see yourself as a shadowy figure unworthy of developing interest, unworthy of wondering about the world - profoundly unworthy in every sense and deeply absent in your very presence.”

— Ingmar Bergman (via lostupnorth)

the fact that I have to heal and grow and get better and do it all by myself because no one else is responsible for that except for me.........

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Most of you, by now, will have read about the sudden and unexpected passing of Hilary Mantel; a writer who I've come to admire enormously in recent years. I thought I'd collect together a masterpost of my favourites among her shorter essays, that you can read for free online:

No Passport Required (2002) - on nationality and identity

Written On Our Bodies (2003) - on female infertility and medical misogyny

Holy Disorders (2004) - on anorexia and sainthood

'Every part of my body hurt' (2004) - on endometriosis

Author, Author (2008) - on Virago Modern Classics, publishers of neglected women's fiction

Night Visions (2008) - on dreams and writing fiction

'Looking for female role models in nineteenth century novels' (2009)

The Shape We're In (2009) - fatphobia in relation to feminism and capitalism

The War Against Women (2009) - on 'A History of Women' by Marilyn French

Women Over 50 - The Invisible Generation (2009) - on aging and womanhood

Anne Boleyn: Witch, Bitch, Temptress, Feminist (2012)

'You have to experience it to know what fat is like' (2013) - on fatphobia

Hilary Mantel On Grief (2014)

'Endometriosis took my fertility, and part of my self' (2015)

Elizabeth Jane Howard: Hilary Mantel on the Novelist She Tells Everyone to Read (2016)

The Princess Myth (2017) - on Princess Diana

i don't ever overshare. everything i say is essential information to help u weave a rich tapestry of me in ur mind.......

mood: slowdive chilling in a graveyard

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Songs Neil Perry would listen to

“Diplomat’s Son” - Vampire Weekend

“Electric Love” - BØRNS 

“Underachiever” - NOAHFINNCE

“Honey” - Johnny Balik

“LA Devotee” - Panic! at the disco

“Out of My League” - Fitz and the Tantrums

“Devil Town” - Cavetown 

“Marlboro Nights” - Lonely God

“Sweater Weather” - The Neighborhood 

“Anthropocene” - Samsa

“Like Lovers Do” - Hey Violet 

“Tongue Tied” - Grouplove

“Love Die Young” - Eric Nam 

“Come along” - Cosmo Sheldrake

“Campus” - Vampire Weekend