taleodo48
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When you like dark academia aesthetic and life gives you academic stress
*looks at books* too tired for you *looks at films* too tired for you *looks at art supplies* too tired for you *eyes fall on tumblr* oho ho
he's finally starting to look like I imagine him
thanks to my bestie who said I'm afraid to add some personality in his design
Me thinking about Neil, years after reading the series VS Me seeing Neil again while rereading the series (I love him either way)
hi im notoriously bad at finding people who make posts but someone made a short prompt about an au where neil is on the run and he pulls up to edens and gets super paranoid cause some blonde follows him all night and he starts to suspect hes involved with nathan but then is fucking floored when he approaches him to ask to blow him 💥 im practicing comics and i thought id try this on for size
why does no one mention how deeply neil loved andrew before they accepted their relationship? neil thought that andrew just wanted to be with someone, to feel people's warmth, to kiss someone, and maybe to sleep with someone. neil believed he was just someone for andrew. however, neil agreed to spend his holiday with riko solely to keep andrew safe, without a second thought. he was ready to do anything for andrew, but at the same time, he thought that if he died, andrew would feel nothing about it. he believed that andrew did not love him. but neil did love andrew.
the thing is that childhood doesn't just end when you turn 18 or when you turn 21. it's going to end dozens of times over. your childhood pet will die. actors you loved in movies you watched as a kid will die. your grandparents will die, and then your parents will die. it's going to end dozens and dozens of times and all you can do is let it. all you can do is stand in the middle of the grocery store and stare at freezers full of microwave pizza because you've suddenly been seized by the memory of what it felt like to have a pizza party on the last day of school before summer break. which is another ending in and of itself
I'm going to read a new story this week
the secret to life is always having something to look forward to
Something something they are on a road trip
tired from canucks hockey so more injured boys
Neil Josten is a really fucking phenomenal protagonist. Unreliable narrator or not, I really enjoyed his internal monologue. The reason I like his perspective so much is because we can we constantly see his internal conflict. He KNEW his father would find him, he KNEW about the Moriyamas and was terrified and he STILL CHOSE the Foxes and Andrew and Exy over it all. Even when he knew he was about to DIE, he told himself to that it was enough, because it was more than he ever thought he'd have.
I just- god, I love him so much. He's should be considered a national treasure. Anyway, happy birthday to Neil Abram Josten and thank you for coming to my TED talk.
andreil: “jealousy? we don’t believe in jealousy.”
jerejean: “YOU KNOW OTHER PEOPLE???”
Want to take money from leprechauns everyday therefore I ran the rainbow 🌈
Why are you lgbtq+? wrong answers only GO
Neil and Andrew babysitting Aaron’s kids
(Holding them like a potato) I just think they're neat!
I barely remember any French from my school days so hoping this show gets dubbed at some point!
"My boyfriend's a massive tease, your honor"
