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Tough Placements that Indicate a Hard life | 2

Disclaimer: Having these placements does not automatically make your life hard, these are common placement patterns dedicated to each SPECIFIC area of life. I only listed a few to avoid fear mongering but there are more in PART 1 and more posts in my MASTERLIST

Part 1 Sections:

Family Life & Emotions

Enemies

Part 2 Sections:

Financially

Identity/Sense of self

Financially:

Pluto/Lilith in the 2nd House: The planet of death, destruction, power struggles, and transformation in the 2nd house of money, self-worth, values, foundations, and generational wealth is honestly rough af. A lot of the time the native’s family will blackmail them with money and withhold resources as a form of control to manipulate the individual. Your favourite items were probably thrown away or restricted from use and people in your own family may have tried to steal from you. As a result, your confidence has probably been shattered and you’ve worked hard or are currently working towards a secure and stable income source. This placement often goes through multiple toxic jobs until they find the one they feel safest in without worrying about being fired unfairly. People in the workspace are often jealous of your assets but they don’t know how hard you worked to achieve them. Never touch a Pluto in the 2nd house personal items, they will lose it lmao it means everything to them. I also see parents being excessively frugal with this placement and the family may have gone through cycles of extreme poverty.

2nd/8th House Stellium: The 2nd house rules over what you materially and monetarily gain and the 8th house is what people take from you as it rules over debts and loans as well as shared resources. That’s why the 8th house is the house of death and loss, but also regeneration which can be translated into money here. These people can either be severely poor and in debt for most of their life or gain mass power that could even be from hidden organizations (more so with the 8th house). Major lessons need to be learned through any stellium in the 2nd/8th house and their money as it plays a big theme in their life so, these people will often go through severe stages of loss and gains in wealth.

Saturn in the 2nd House: Saturn…oh dear, the planet of restrictions, delays, and karmic life lessons will no doubt restrict someone’s income and financial opportunities. This is the placement I find working harder than the rest yet still reaping no benefits until they work extremely hard continuously for a long period of time and make sacrifices. They usually need to learn how to manage their money better and are provided with no opportunities to gain, they simply have to push through and work for it. However, they usually end up in a long-term job successfully and reap high-paying benefits if they push through it all successfully and learn how to manage money. If they don’t, they usually suffer from a career downfall and lose a lot of material gains that are valuable to them. They have to be careful with how they manage their wealth and can’t blow their money excessively. 

Chiron in the 10th House: The wounded healer is actually classified as a comet or minor planet (wikipedia lol) but is grouped in with many asteroids. Therefore, I have found significance with Chiron placements and patterns of financial troubles in the 10th house. You are able to boost other coworkers’ positions and help them receive recognition through your own work, but this also hurts your ego as you are usually behind the scenes doing most of the work yet receiving few to no benefits. I can definitely see this placement getting their work copied or stolen often as it heals others but wounds themselves. This placement is also prone to bullying in the workspace whether it’s your bullying or being bullied. Usually, you’re part of a power dynamic where you are the person left behind while the others get public fame and could even use it against you. I do see this placement potentially being the victim of white-collar crime as authorities could perhaps view you as a threat and want you out of a job. 

Neptune in the 8th House: A foggy world of debt you’ve lost track of. Loans and investments are very risky here, and the native could be cheated out of an inheritance or income without their knowledge. A lot of the time they struggle with money and lose it more than it comes in due to Neptune’s foggy nature that just absorbs and absorbs while never putting out anything into reality. Money is not Neptunes bestie especially when placed in the house of debt, death, shared resources, and the occult. They also are prone to spiritual attacks and evil spirits clinging to them. Ya’ll need hella protection fr.

Uranus in the 2nd House: Your personal and material foundations will probably go through a drastic a disastrous change. Uranus is like the tower card in astrology to me because your foundation crumbles unexpectedly to the point where you’re left with nothing and have to build a new path because your foundation was no longer serving you. That’s exactly how I view this placement. Uranus will completely turn your values and possessions upside down but it’s so you can let go and make progressive changes in your life. It’s just…a really awful and extreme process.

Venus square Saturn: What you want vs what you need cannot be achieved at the same time here and you are forced to limit what you want in life and push it away so you can attain what you NEED in life. Your sense of love, relationships, and confidence in appearance is shattered at first and insecurities make you feel like being in love or achieving what you want in life is impossible. But, in the end after achieving what you first need, you’re able to get what you want. When it comes to money the same concept applies and you’re very limited in material gain. It’s definitely a frustrating process as you feel like you’re late to everything in life such as success and relationship experience.

Ruler of the 11th house in the 8th house: The 11th house rules over friendship, communities, and technology. But, also our wishes and benefits/rewards after our hard work. Therefore, when placed in the house of debt, hidden power struggles, and occult could translate into your benefits stolen from you by your friends or a hidden organization of people. This is a very specific observation but I found it interesting, let me know if anyone has this and what it’s like.

Your Identity:

Pisces moon: Imma be so honest right now, these people although the sweetest humans on earth also are trained to live their life sacrificing for others and constantly saving and helping people…to the point of their detriment like it’s insane. They also are very impressionable through Neptune’s influence of easily absorbing others’ opinions and influence which fogs up their own sense of identity and self-awareness. If you told a Pisces moon an observation about themselves they always believe it or spend time thinking about it because they start to question themselves and the reality of situations. Words really stick to them and they take a lot to heart. They, also unconsciously pick up other people’s personalities, styles, and mannerisms due to Neptune’s projective nature. it takes a while for them to build their own solid identity tbh.

Scorpio rising/Pluto in 1st: They receive a lot of criticism and backlash for doing what everyone else does. The only difference is people seek to EXPOSE Scorpio risings for normal and seemingly harmless things. Scorpio risings do tend to be a usual target to the public and the same goes for Pluto because they are both associated with power struggles between the individual and the public perception of them. This is also why they tend to stay low profile and quiet because pluto/scorpio’s influence hides them a bit amongst public interaction. But once they say something or make a move it’s like..BOOM suddenly they’ve captured everyone’s attention due to that power and exposure theme present. There’s also this magnetism to them that makes people feel very polar in terms of love or hate, as these individuals just can’t be read while simultaneously pulling people in (me, I am the one pulled in).  

Chiron in the 1st: This is going to be sad, I believe Chiron in the angular houses (mainly 1, 7 & 10) is an indicator of being bullied in your life. I’ve had many friends with this placement and they have all been bullied. They never feel satisfied with themselves and go through periods of self-destruction. It’s actually very similar to sun-pluto that way. Their identity feels like it’s ruled by others’ opinions and they become scared to express themselves out of fear of severe judgment so they often tone down their personality a bit and put on a mask. I’ve also seen a similar theme with Chiron in the 3rd house but to a lesser degree and more focus on speaking and standing up for themselves.

Saturn in the 5th House: This completely restricts your ability to feel happiness from creative pursuits, you almost feel guilty participating in any creative hobby or project that puts you into the spotlight. Saturn limits your sense of personal happiness and ability to casually be intimate or connect with other people. The heart chakra is very plugged up here and it leaves depressing energy tbh. It’s hard for you to play and have fun without feeling self-conscious that someone will judge you for it. But, it’s also hard for you to feel motivated or courageous enough to go after your true passions and hobbies. I had this transit last year..and honestly worst Saturn transit I’ve experienced thus far. it just dims your sparkle so much and hurts bad.

Stellium in the 7th/12th House: For the 7th house stellium, a lot of your focus in life will be placed on helping others and worrying about their judgements. You’ve spent so much time trying to please people and get along with people to the point where you have forgotten about your own needs because you prioritize others’ perceptions of you over your own identity. In the 12th house, your identity stays hidden most of the time, you’re comparing yourself to others wondering how you can stand out or become more ambitious in life but you also feel at peace alone away from the chaos. however, I think too much time spent in your head alone actually can delude you a bit and not fully understand who you are.

Uranus opposite Ascendant: They feel like they are never good enough or accepted as themselves so they always want to change identities or aesthetics to something they know people hype up or what makes them feel appreciated. they aren’t afraid to show their weird and fun side, but they are criticized and looked down upon for it especially.

Moon in the 7th House: Idk I always see these people trying to change others and spending time around toxic people to the point where they are confused about their own goals in life because they’re also very sacrificing. they do need close relationships to function and this can turn into codependency even in friendships. It gets to a point where even if it’s toxic they are likely to stay because they feel like themselves and complete when they are with someone. Like fr I ALWAYS see them with the shittiest people helpp

Fire moons: The element of ego and destruction placed in the moon’s turbulent and emotional nature? yikes. They are kinda explosive and don’t know what to make of themselves. A lot of their life is consumed by trying to take action and start movements in the outside world but what happens in their internal world? exactly they don’t know lol. For a lot of their life, they try to self-reflect and understand themselves to better control their fiery and explosive emotions and express themselves better. The moon typically doesn’t perform well in the fire element as the nature of these two are opposite and combative. They act impulsively and sometimes selfishly or end up sacrificing too much on the flip side. There is no balance with fire moons and this makes it hard for them to express their emotions properly or even understand their own identity as most of it stems from the outside world and lacks internally. They are very self-conscious as a result of a focus on external needs (cough validation from others cough).

South Node in the 7th & 12th House: Your goal in life is literally to focus on your Identity, goals, and perception of the world. But guess what your natural skills are? You’re a great diplomatic negotiator who knows what people want to hear. So, you end up always catering to what you think someone wants instead of what you actually want. You’ve gotten so used to this pattern that it becomes an unbreakable and instinctual habit out of fear of conflict and standing up for yourself. Not everyone is right plz stop thinking others opinions matter over yours boo

Neptune in the 1st House: I think this placement, in particular, might be the most common among those who struggle with their identity. It’s because Neptune the planet of the unknown realm, mysticism, illusions, dreams, confusion, and the sea is in your house of subjective identity, how you view the world, and your physical characteristics. Now ya’ll are beautiful, drop-dead gorgeous okay? but omylord do you receive so much shit from the public. People falsely accuse you for everything even if you’re innocent and have no part in anything. They also love to spread rumours and makeup illusions of you in other people’s minds. You’re talked about a lot in circles, just like an enigma. And people assume random things about you and project them onto your identity.  The worst part is, that you and everyone else believe everything others say. It’s like your identity is controversial itself??? It’s interesting that people can’t properly see below the surface level and into the deep sea that is your real personality. So, they end up making myths about you.

Neptune in the 3rd House: I feel like no one actually tries to listen to you as much as you listen to them. Miscommunications seem to be a common problem for you, and as a result, it’s just hard for you to express yourself and your opinions. I usually see this placement as shy because they’re tired of always being misunderstood. The cool part about this is that they can figure out very complex abstract problems because they have a more creatively intelligent mindset than other 3rd house placements. However, you probably did go through bullying during early elementary school or were made fun of for your intelligence because no one tried to understand you. I think ya’ll are so damn smart tbh.

1st House ruler in the 12th House: When the chart ruler is in the 12th house your identity is hidden from the public completely. Like, you find people talking over you all the time ugh. You also never get the recognition you deserve and people tend to ignore your presence. The quiet kid in the back of the class who randomly disappeared from school one day only for you to find him becoming a rich foreign investor probably has this placement LMAOO. I’m not even kidding though because the 12th house has to do with disappearances and foreign land overseas. So just saying..you could make MONEY. However when it has to do with your identity you just never felt heard or seen. You feel constantly overlooked and unappreciated. You’ve probably gotten ghosted a lot too (12th house rules over spirits). But I love you okay and that won’t change, I hope you felt seen here.

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Group 1

Cards: Eight of Pentacles rx, Three of Swords, Page of Swords, Ten of Cups, Ten of Wands, Ace of Pentacles

I think you believe you are lazy. You believe you are not doing enough, you believe that your life is not going anywhere, you believe you do not have the capacity to work for the things you truly want. Pick whichever resonates most, of course, but the general gist is that you don't believe you have what it takes. Maybe in the past you did, for some of you, but now you believe you changed in the direction of not doing rather than doing.

This is a false belief reading, so, of course, this is false. It could be that your entire process is internal rather than external. It could be you are in survival mode, dealing with traumas. It could even be, for a small portion of you, that you have untreated ASD and ADHD, that you have executive dysfunction issues, that you were not born necessarily to fit into societal expectations without a very strict schedule and ruling, which you can't give to yourself that easily.

Whichever your situation may be, know you are not broken. For some, you're just sad, it'll pass. For others, you need to cut yourself some slack. You know you are not like other people, who can turn their subaru impreza brain on and off as they please, and you need to respect yourself in what you can achieve. Most of you are working hard for yourselves and are doing a lot of work. For some, your family might be the problem here or even friends, nudging you and nudging you to the point of madness. You could simply need a break from everything, even if you think you already don't do enough to warrant one. The truth is flowers don't bloom all year. That's just the way life is.

With the Three of Swords, you believe you are heartbroken or, alternatively, that you will always be heartbroken. There is a trend here of not thinking you are able to control your own life, which is false, but understandable depending on your living conditions, upbringing, people you surround yourself with or even traumas you may or may not have withstood in your life. Know this: You are in charge of yourself, you can change things. Life is not exactly like the internet says it is neither. It is not clean cut and easy. It is not always balanced. Like Patti Smith said, you never come to a point in which everything is OK, ever. You must accept this and take charge of your things anyway, flawed and imperfect and human today, instead of waiting for a perfect moment. There isn't one. Of course, this varies from person to person, so you need to do what you can, and, for the love of God, work with yourself as much as you can, as well. Try to get to know yourself.

For some, you should dump the future spouse readings, get to the ones about the self, make a tarot journal, find out what you truly believe spiritually, and not what other people say you should believe in, or that it's real.

With the Page of Swords, I believe you think you are simply a child. You are not good enough for anything. Maybe you are young, but I am sensing someone in their mid twenties that believes nothing has gone right and that you must be an idiot for wanting this or that. I'm sensing people who are the baby of the family or the ones who are always "the dumb ones" in their group of friends -- or the ones who are always laughed at. For the last one, I advise you ditch your friends. I will always advocate solitude over the company of terrible people, even if it's painful at the beginning. You'll find better people or better company in yourself. If you can't do something so drastic, limit your contact. For all, I believe you are not an idiot. For some, just gaslighted, limited and put down by people. For others, simply disconnected from one self. Once again, you need to go back to yourself, have yourself again, close to your own heart. This is easier said than done, so remember it might take months to years, always in stride, always remembering the imperfect is imperative in the human condition.

For the Ten of Cups, you might think a partner can rescue you for some. For others, you believe you see life through rose tinted glasses and that one day this illusion may as well shatter. You seem to be able to grasp at realism, however, to be sane when you truly wanna be. Your false belief could be the very card itself -- a fairy tale. This is harmful to an extent. Fairy tales do not exist. You might believe in reality shifting, and this is going to be triggering for some, but I don't believe in that and I advise caution in applying such beliefs. I will not tell you what to do, but I will say that it could do harm in this particular situation.

Considering this is a false beliefs reading, this card and part could mean several things for several people, but it is mainly reading to me as the aforementioned: You need to come down to Earth and remember that life is right here, not out there in outer realities.

For the Ten of Wands, I believe it is similar to the previous energy of thinking you will be burdened for life. For Ace of Pentacles, I believe you think people are gonna give things to you if you wait long enough. Maybe you were raised to not ask for much, to be subdued, to be silent. You need to work on this and start taking unabashedly, without a fear of being hated for it. You will be, by some. Sit with these feelings. Realize that, while people disagree with you or don't agree with much that you say, you continue breathing. Your anxiety might tell you something dreadful will happen to you if someone hates you, and yet you are well. This is a very specific message, but it's true. It will not matter and you will be stronger.

Rebel Deck Cards: "You need a big fucking hug. Squeeeezzzee." & "You are giving too many fucks. Give zero."

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Group 2

Cards: Page of Cups rx, Six of Wands, Three of Cups rx, Moon, Chariot rx, Ace of Pentacles

I believe some of you think you are idiots in love. That love is not good, that love is what ruined you, that you are never smart when it comes to it. That is not necessarily true. For some, you are the ones who ruined yourselves, and your need for love runs deeper than you believe. It is not necessarily romantic, there is something else missing. For others, you were not in control of the situation and you keep blaming yourself thinking you are an idiot and that this will always happen because there is something fundamentally wrong with you, and not with the people who were involved. This is a false beliefs reading, so you know the drill. You are not responsible for what happened to you at all. You are yourself, whole. You do not need to let others define you. You'll be fine in time, just give a lot of love to yourself, whatever that looks like to you, and know you will be well. You will.

For the Six of Wands, it could be you have an ego, but I think you do have more of a superiority complex sometimes. You think you are an asshole too. This card contains a lot of different messages for a lot of different people, so bear with me. You might think you are too high and mighty all the time and that people hate you for that, for the way you portray yourself. For some, you have been told people think you are better than them and that was not good because you truly believe you are to blame for this (you are not, they are projecting on you).

For others, you were high and mighty, maybe popular in school or someplace else, and you wanna hold tightly to that, because you believe this is the only thing about you that is worthwhile (it is not. I know it takes guts to wish to be an absolute nobody, but there is freedom in it as well). Be quiet instead of loud for a while and see what you can gain from that.

For the Three of Cups reverse, you might believe people hate you. Social anxiety is a figure here, but it could be, like on the other card, that you are a being of notoriety and light, that you do exercise some natural power, or that you have learned things about yourself, therefore making yourself grander in the process. You are almost ashamed of that. It could be that this puts people off of you, or that you don't think people can relate to you on a personal level because of it.

It is a false belief because you should never be ashamed to be better or different. You should be glad. You worked for this. You worked for yourself and to yourself, while others, sometimes, are not as capable of facing the mirror. You should take solitude in stride. You don't need to throw yourself into other people to have a grasp of yourself. It can be hard, but you are better for this. When you do go out with people, try to respect them for who they are. Listen to them, observe their behavior, where they are in life, and don't try to change them to fit into you. You are not someone to be fitted into, you are as unique as them.

The Moon card is here because you believe you are not seeing things clearly, that you must be insane to think the things you do, to have the worldview you have. You are not, of course. We all have different views of the world and you have that which fits you and your life better. If others don't share it, it is because it doesn't fit their life or doesn't help them in their own things. You must find like-minded people (by sharing yourself, no matter how frightening, in however small or big way you can) and by remembering you are not insane. There are all sorts of people out there, who believe all sorts of things, and you are not alone. (For some reason I feel compelled to ask if any of you have watched Wendigoon on YouTube. He makes videos about mysterious things that happened, leaning on the paranormal and the mystical. He has a huge conspiracy theory iceberg, true, but in my opinion it's in videos like the Appalachian mountain lights that he shines. His and his girlfriend's way of seeing the world might resonate with some of you).

Chariot reversed makes me, once again, believe you think you'll never meet people like you or that you'll be alone forever. I said before that I will always encourage solitude than the company of terrible people, but maybe this is too harsh a belief here. Think of people as interesting. People-watch. Fall in love with the ones around you, learn about them. You might learn about yourself as well, but more than that, you might find your tribe by doing this. You'll be able to realize a lot of people's beliefs are very much about themselves.

Ace of Pentacles makes me believe you think you need material possessions to be happy. I understand this (Taurus sun, second house for those who are into astrology), but I also believe there is a need to blend needs here. One side is material and the other is metaphysical. Some of you might believe you need money to feel secure, because emotionally you feel bare. Feed one and then the other equally. You'll be fine if you are able to meet both in the middle.

(Sorry if this pile is all over the place, there were a lot of messages in this one).

Rebel Deck Cards: "Drop the fucking ego. Vulnerability is hot as fuck." & "They broke your heart. Fuck them."

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Group 3

Cards: Hanged Man, Hierophant, Sun, Six of Pentacles rx, Four of Cups, Four of Swords.

This is a weird reading, straight out of the bat. You might be a weird person, which is great, welcome aboard. Your first three cards are all majors, which, for false beliefs about yourself, it's almost as if you are pretty delusional. This reading might be triggering for some, but all groups were, to an extent.

For the Hanged Man, I think you believe you must be in stagnation for things to come to you. You might believe in old style manifestation, you put the intention out, you believe in it, and it's yours. That is not necessarily a lie or anything, but you need to put in some work. For others, you might be enlightened about something, but you do nothing with it. Your false belief about yourself might be you are good only on your own. You don't need anyone else, cause no one is on your level -- different from group 2, because group 2 longed for connection. You don't want it, you think you are above it.

I'm sorry to say this, group 3, but based on the cards, it seems you are not all that. You are not as good as you think you are, at least not yet. And you might believe you are some kind of God, but you are only a person -- and you need to be a person. This is what you sent here for. We need to live as human beings, flesh and blood, instead of wanting to be simply spiritual beings of pure light, because we are not on that level yet (or, rather, we will all be someday, when we die).

With the Hierophant, you think you're traditional, but you are not. This is mainly for people who were raised in strict families. I am sensing someone quite young here, maybe someone who follows the beliefs blindly. I'm here to say you are not necessarily these beliefs -- you are someone who contains multitudes and, as you age, you'll realize you were traditional simply to not go against the grain, to not rock the boat. You are doing it to please others, perhaps, and it is not you, at least not your authentic self. Maybe some of you truly are people who haven't had the time to completely form themselves yet (I sense some eighteen year olds), and therefore have a lot to discover. To this group I say to try to keep an open mind, try to throw yourself into the world more, try not to be too ruthless and strict to others. You don't know their lives and what they went through, only yours and your family/church's.

With the Sun, you think you need to bring joy everywhere you go. I sense a toxic positivity streak here. Could be you believe that you must be happy all the time to receive the things you want and that you think you should always sport a smile, lest the universe should notice you're down and smite you. You are not this bundle of joy and you deserve to have your other feelings heard. Maybe you can't. Maybe you need to play this part or maybe you have spiritual anxiety or OCD, but remember these beliefs you have are false. You are a person. You are going to get the things you and and the things you need regardless of your state of mind. People just get things. The universe is a little more random and chaotic that people give it credit for. I'm not saying you shouldn't express gratitude, but even if that is not possible, it should not really hinder you in the way most people say it will. Life happens in spite of us. The Sun will start shining every day whether you wake to see it or not. Revel in this. Give yourself a break. Exercise respecting your other, darker, not useful feelings and remember they have their meaning too, and their place. You need to slow down, take deep breaths (if you can't be in nature), and observe your emotional condition. Sit with it, all of the confusion, and feel it. Let it go or stay however it needs to feel validated and don't rush it away because you want to become useful again.

With the Six of Pentacles reversed, some of you might believe you do not have anything to give. A stark contrast with the first message, but it's coming to me regardless. It could be that you think you're not good enough to give back to the poor and the wounded, so you are less than you wish. This is false because you should not save the world on your own. You don't have to give to people to be worthwhile. You are deserving of love no matter what, and a relationship based on how much you give will always be unhealthy, because people will take everything away from you.

With the Four of Cups, you believe you are seeing everything that there is to see in life, that you know it all, that there is very little hidden from you. That you have an almighty eye in your head. To some, you could be guided by the universe, truly, and have a spiritual attunement. That doesn't mean you know everything. To others, you should look around. No one knows everything and each corner is filled with mysteries. Life is gonna take you by surprise and when it does, you might end like a worse version of group 1 if you don't realize that it is normal to be taken for a fool by destiny -- it is imminent and it will happen to all of us. This too is a lesson.

Four of Swords here indicates you took a break from learning. There is a streak of youthful arrogance in this group. You shouldn't lay down your swords, or close your eyes just yet. You are not going to die any time soon, hopefully, and until you do, you'll probably still be learning a thing or two about life. You are not the end all be all. You are not God. You don't know any more about the world than someone else who has a different experience, a different outlook from you. Pay attention to them, honor them.

This pile reads to me as someone who will learn a lot about life still. If you feel offended by it in anyway, I am sorry. You will be fine, obviously, and will be better off when things that you never expected happen to you. Remember that this is not an irreversible situation. You might come off as high and mighty now, but there is a lot to learn and see. It will happen to you, likely, very naturally in the course of the next, maybe four to seven years.

Rebel Deck Cards: "Make better fucking choices. If you are pissed at where you are then stop taking yourself there." & "Love. Get some, give some. It will cheer your ass up.

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