Wouldnt It Be Cool To Just Like Not Feel Nervous About Everything All The Time

This too shall pass but like holy fuck

Idontwannabeyouanymore

Regulus Black x reader

Warnings: angst, hurt/comfort

Summary: Regulus is forced to have the dark mark and can’t hold his emotions in anymore when you find out.

This is terrible but I’m blaming it on me being tired but this song has been stuck in my head all day and I needed to find a way to get it out. And no I don’t know how many words this is and no I will not be checking I’m to tired and lazy also no specific pronouns are used.

Enjoy

If tear drops could be bottled, there’d be swimmin’ pools filled by models.

Tears ran down your face as you stared at Regulus, the dark mark staring back at you with disgust over who you were. A muggleborn who unfortunately fell for the one person you shouldn’t of. And yet, he seemed so kind to you. A quiet boy who just needed to be shown how to be loved properly, and then this happened.

Regulus stared back at you, tears streaming down his face as well. He wanted to tell you how this wasn’t suppose to happen. How he was getting ready to leave and had gotten caught. How his ‘family’ had strapped him to a chair and burned this thing onto his skin forever.

He couldn’t even say it without being disgusted with himself.

He felt like screaming.

He felt like he was drowning.

Told a tight dress is what makes you a whore.

You shook your head, trying to convince yourself this wasn’t happening. Merlin you prayed this was a bad dream. But it wasn’t. Bad dreams meant you could wake up to the goodness of the world. There was no goodness left now.

Regulus took a step towards you, cautious of what your reaction would be. You let him grab your hand and lace your fingers together. The two of you hidden away in his empty dorm. His roommates probably thought you would be crying for a different reason. Thought you’d be having fun.

Fun.

Nothing seemed like fun anymore.

If I love you was a promise, would you break it if you’re honest?

“I didn’t want it,” he whispered to you softly, voice breaking at the end. Of course he didn’t want it. Every conversation you’d had with him about it he’d been so against everything his family had said and done. Sirius leaving had really made him reevaluate his family and their beliefs.

“I know,” you whispered back, wrapping your arms around his neck and pulling him into a hug. His arms wrapped around his waist as he began to sob into your chest. Your heart broke. How could someone as cruel as his mother and father break a boy so kinda and gentle. Regulus didn’t deserve this. No one deserved this.

Tell the mirror what you know she’s heard before.

A plan began to form in your head. There had to a charm of a potion that could get rid of it. Maybe you could make one. It couldn’t be that hard right?

You whispered comforting words to Regulus and played with his curls until he calmed down. He felt so scared, so lost and angry with himself. How could he have let this happen? Why didn’t he leave with Sirius? Why didn’t he leave sooner? Why didn’t he run into your arms and left everything behind when you asked him to?

You pulled Regulus away from you for a moment, wiping the tears off of his face with your thumb before letting your hand rest on his cheek. He leant into your embrace and shut his eyes. You always knew how to make things better. Even if you said nothing, your presence made him feel lighter, happier than when he was with anyone else.

“I’m gonna get you out Reg ok. We’ll figure something out, we always do.”

Regulus smiled weakly at you and opened his eyes. He pulled you towards his bed and led down, pulling you down with him. Regulus snuggled into your chest, sobs reduced to sniffles. You were his guardian angel. And Merlin help anyone who tried to take you away from him.

I don’t wanna be you anymore.

I got more motherfuckers

Here’s part 2 to random things I’ve found on tumblr as marauders era characters:

Marlene: GOD DAMMIT THE HOT WOMANS DEAD

Remus: “happy progress day” DO I LOOK HAPPY TO YOU

Regulus: leave me alone in my delusions it’s MY fantasy and I get to choose the impractical happy ending

Peter: It’s bigger than I thought it would be

Sirius: ;)

Peter: I meant the house, get your head out of the gutter

Peter: How are you feeling?

Remus: I have a headache that comes and go

Sirius and James doing dumb shit:

Remus: there it goes

Random person: are you two friends?

Sirius: yes

Remus: no

Sirius: *stares at remus*

Remus: *stares at Sirius*

Remus: we’re married?

Sirius: but…

Sirius *voice breaking*: but are we not friends?

Regulus: “I could fix him” I could break him. I could snap that fucker in half

Sirius: So that’s my plan

Remus: Do you take constructive criticism?

Sirius: Yeah sure

Remus: It fucking sucks

Remus: Sorry bro can’t go out tonight I’m stuck in an eternal state of melancholy

Peter: I don’t think we can mansplain, manipulate or malewife our way out of this one

James: *cracks knuckles*

James: Manslaughter it is

Credit goes to all the lovely people who first wrote these. Thank you for making me laugh

Am I the only one that wants angst but with no happy ending? Like I wanna have my heart broken and then be devastated that it’s not fixed I don’t wanna have to read that they’ve been forgiven so easily. Please tell me I’m not the only one.

Merry Christmas

Spoilers for siege and storm ig

Mal being jealous that Alina punched Nikolai and he didn’t get to is my new favourite thing.

Fanfiction Club: The Rules

This idea came to me when I woke up first thing this morning.

been thinking a lot about how ashamed i used to be for using ao3 and tumblr. but like ao3 survives solely off of user support and dedication to fandom, that shits beautiful.

Everyone yell at me to do my homework that’s due in tomorrow instead of leaving it for tonight please

I’m sorry but this is war 2 by falconsheild hits so hard and I will be listening to it on repeat