You Know You’ve Hit A New Low When You Realise That 12 Year Old You Was More Stable Than You Are Right

I got bored and started re reading my annotations on shadow and bone and can I just say I’m fucking funny why did no one tell me this before

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Regulus Black x reader

Warnings: angst, hurt/comfort

Summary: Regulus is forced to have the dark mark and can’t hold his emotions in anymore when you find out.

This is terrible but I’m blaming it on me being tired but this song has been stuck in my head all day and I needed to find a way to get it out. And no I don’t know how many words this is and no I will not be checking I’m to tired and lazy also no specific pronouns are used.

Enjoy

If tear drops could be bottled, there’d be swimmin’ pools filled by models.

Tears ran down your face as you stared at Regulus, the dark mark staring back at you with disgust over who you were. A muggleborn who unfortunately fell for the one person you shouldn’t of. And yet, he seemed so kind to you. A quiet boy who just needed to be shown how to be loved properly, and then this happened.

Regulus stared back at you, tears streaming down his face as well. He wanted to tell you how this wasn’t suppose to happen. How he was getting ready to leave and had gotten caught. How his ‘family’ had strapped him to a chair and burned this thing onto his skin forever.

He couldn’t even say it without being disgusted with himself.

He felt like screaming.

He felt like he was drowning.

Told a tight dress is what makes you a whore.

You shook your head, trying to convince yourself this wasn’t happening. Merlin you prayed this was a bad dream. But it wasn’t. Bad dreams meant you could wake up to the goodness of the world. There was no goodness left now.

Regulus took a step towards you, cautious of what your reaction would be. You let him grab your hand and lace your fingers together. The two of you hidden away in his empty dorm. His roommates probably thought you would be crying for a different reason. Thought you’d be having fun.

Fun.

Nothing seemed like fun anymore.

If I love you was a promise, would you break it if you’re honest?

“I didn’t want it,” he whispered to you softly, voice breaking at the end. Of course he didn’t want it. Every conversation you’d had with him about it he’d been so against everything his family had said and done. Sirius leaving had really made him reevaluate his family and their beliefs.

“I know,” you whispered back, wrapping your arms around his neck and pulling him into a hug. His arms wrapped around his waist as he began to sob into your chest. Your heart broke. How could someone as cruel as his mother and father break a boy so kinda and gentle. Regulus didn’t deserve this. No one deserved this.

Tell the mirror what you know she’s heard before.

A plan began to form in your head. There had to a charm of a potion that could get rid of it. Maybe you could make one. It couldn’t be that hard right?

You whispered comforting words to Regulus and played with his curls until he calmed down. He felt so scared, so lost and angry with himself. How could he have let this happen? Why didn’t he leave with Sirius? Why didn’t he leave sooner? Why didn’t he run into your arms and left everything behind when you asked him to?

You pulled Regulus away from you for a moment, wiping the tears off of his face with your thumb before letting your hand rest on his cheek. He leant into your embrace and shut his eyes. You always knew how to make things better. Even if you said nothing, your presence made him feel lighter, happier than when he was with anyone else.

“I’m gonna get you out Reg ok. We’ll figure something out, we always do.”

Regulus smiled weakly at you and opened his eyes. He pulled you towards his bed and led down, pulling you down with him. Regulus snuggled into your chest, sobs reduced to sniffles. You were his guardian angel. And Merlin help anyone who tried to take you away from him.

I don’t wanna be you anymore.

so this happened to me today

Me and my sisters conversation as Kaz and Jesper since it’s about shadow and bone. I’m Jesper she’s kaz. Also for context my sister wants goats when she’s older.

Jesper: When you get a goat can you name it Milo?

Kaz: Why would I name my goat Milo?

Jesper: From shadow and bone.

Kaz:

Kaz: Get your own goat and name it Milo.

I’m sorry but this is war 2 by falconsheild hits so hard and I will be listening to it on repeat

I cannot explain this at all so please take my word for it but for some reason I think Regulus Black would have OCD and for the life of me I can’t tell you why I think this because I don’t know

Am I the only one that wants angst but with no happy ending? Like I wanna have my heart broken and then be devastated that it’s not fixed I don’t wanna have to read that they’ve been forgiven so easily. Please tell me I’m not the only one.

Harry Potter was the Weasley’s sugar daddy argue with a wall

Bernard lived

Welcome back to the land of the living buddy