Stonerexicfaerie - Many Sad 🎀

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i hate that im relapsing. i wont tell anyone, not even my girlfriend. i hate that i fought so hard to defeat this disorder before, gaining 30 pounds in less than a year, all to go right back to my destructive habits. but i cant stop. i cant fit in my clothes, im taking up more space, and i wish i liked myself enough now to stay like this. but i hate myself.

i dont see ugly in anyone unless i know theyre a bad person. maybe i think im a bad person. i do, sometimes. i wish i wasnt so angry and temperamental. i wish i didnt struggle to do everyday things. i wish i was BETTER.

i guess i thought gaining weight would help but apparently that wasnt it. and now im beating myself up all over again. now i feel like ive gone too far, and now im in too deep.

i wish i was stronger…

reminder that even if you have an ED, it’s not okay to fat/food shame others.

god i miss being this thin. this was me in 2020.

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Weight loss spell to lose 20+ lbs by July

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☁️5-10k steps everyday 🎀

☁️Only take cold showers 🎀

☁️Weigh in every morning 🎀

☁️Drink 2L water everyday 🎀

☁️NO binging 🎀

☁️NO eating above 800 calories 🎀

☁️1 hr exercise every weekday 🎀

☁️ONLY drink water, coffee, or diet coke 🎀

☁️Keep a diary 🎀

☁️Fast 2 days if binged 🎀

☁️Take body checks every month 🎀

☁️NO eating after 6pm (fast til 7am) 🎀

☁️Fast every Sunday 🎀

☁️Keep meals under 1 cup 🎀

☁️Take 2 sips water between bites 🎀

Hii! I used to be @manimfucked but I got t-worded. Trying to find my moots back

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