Looking For An Ana Coach! Ive Been Needing Some Triggering Stuff Lately, So Dm Me :]

ur daughter is not fine she’s on ed tumblr in 2022.

I’m brainrotted. ITS NOT FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!

to sit on people's laps without crushing them

to be picked up when i hug people

so i'm so skinny the doctors don't think my weight loss is good anymore

so people don't use me as a pillow

to climb trees again

to worry people

to wear tank tops without hating myself

to feel clean and in control

to be carried easily

to share clothes and actually fit in others clothes

to see my bones

to be skinny like i was when i was a kid

to actually do something right for once

INTRO!!! FINALLY!!!

BL0CK DONT R-P0RT

WARŊIŊG: 3D/4Ŋ4

PLEASE DNI: min0rs, anyone rec***vering, “c*aches”

I’m Charlie/Stickbug, He/him, 20

Trans guy, on T, post top op

I’ve been dîsorder3d since I was 16, undiagnosed though. I often “recover”, then r-lapse so i will be absent occasionally.

I mostly just reblog stuff, but I hope to maybe start keeping a digital journal here in 2025

I will only post a lot of stuff about 4ŋ4, so if thats not your cup of tea please go elsewhere, I don’t want to tr’gg3r anyone, more scream into the void as this is a very isolating illness.

my tag is #sticksays3 :]

// stats below

(i use kg as i prefer it)

Height: 5’5 (166cm)

SW: 80kg (176lbs)

CW: 58kg? (127lbs) [as of nov 2024]

GW: 55kg (121lbs)

GW: 50kg (110lbs)

UGW: 45kg (99lbs)

2025 is my year!!! (lying)

they were right, fat DOES last longer than flavor…

I’ve been wayyy overcomplicating my diet so I may just simplify it to just having tea for lunch and whatever my family have for dinner

Like, this system worked for me in my honeymoon phase, and tbh it’s too hard to keep track of my plan when I eat during the day

Anyway! I think I’ll start to track a food diary and stats here too. Hopefully I’ll be on here more when I can use my laptop!!!

Weight - 58.1 😵‍💫

Fast - 18:02

Steps - 1762 👎

LUNCH

- Black Tea w/ milk (9 cal)

DINNER

- 3 x Mexican chicken tortilla wraps (~612 cal)

EXCESS

- Earl Grey Tea w/ milk (7 cal)

- Mint gum (26 cal)

TOTAL // ~654 cals

Bit embarrassed about how much I ate at dinner, but I guess thats why I’m posting here for accountability (and why I need to do OMAD). I did feel dizzy today which was good I guess

I DON’T WANT LOOK LIKE A CLEAN GIRL I WANNA WANT LIKE A CORPSE!! I WANT TO LOOK LIKE A SICKLY VAMPIRE. I WANT TO LOOK LIKE A 90S ROCK STAR WITH MASCARA RUNNING DOWN MY FACE! I LOVE LOOKING HALF DEAD AND ROTTED.

so that every time they see me, i'm th1nn3r

gym bros undereat and call it a cut and nobody bats an eye, i undereat and society.. society says i have an ed

new layout cause the old one was mid and a year old el oh el