i am so hungry right now that i could stab a roman emperor and eat a salad made out of his remains
when it’s that time of day
sorry i’m late i slithered here from eden just to hide outside your door
Toxic old man yaoi😬
i love how tamino is like “your music and the sound of your voice gives me life please never stop, my love couldn’t compare to the beauty of your voice” and hozier’s like “yeeeah it’s definitely… a song… i won’t tell you to shut up but it’s not like you are a great singer as well…”
i care (or do i?)
i wrote something about the burden of concern and care, and how it'll never be enough, and it'll never compare to that one completely perfect person that is always haunting your actions. enjoy.
"is there anything so undoing as a daughter?"
ambessa and her undoing daughter, mel.
sources: arcane (2021) / love of the wolf / an oresteia, anne carson / unknown / maia baia, mother
The Moon Falls a Thousand Times by Naeemeh Naeemaei
while i'm thinking about intimacy and violence and the ways they intersect there's something so compelling to me about allowing someone to hurt you. seeing someone consumed by their rage and pain so completely that it's burning them up from the inside out and saying you need to set this loose before it destroys you. you need to let it out. so give it to me. i can take it. take it out on me. i'm giving you permission. i want you to hit me as hard as you can, for as long as you need to. the way it blurs the lines between who is the victim and who is the perpetrator. who is in control and who is bowing to whose power and authority. who is truly dependent on whom.