There Is A Worm In My Brain And Her Name Is Mizuki Akiyama

ena after her fifth focus,,, she want that cookie so bad....

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she always has that stupid smile on her face w mizuki now, that sweet loving smile is just permanent now. and their dynamic now is just. so sweet. even in the teasing. anyways

I AM RIPPING MY SKIN OFF MY BODY AND FINALLY FREEING MY SKELETON THIS IS SO CUTEEEEEE

randomly found ena's new birthday side story on youtube and i have to yap about it.

first of all: SAKURAS. immediately gagged.

look at her. she's incapable of getting annoyed with mizuki anymore, even when she's being teased. it's like she can't help but smile softly whenever she looks at her.

SHE SAID IT. SHE WAS ABLE TO SAY WHAT SHE COULDN'T BACK IN SECRET DISTANCE. excuse me while i cry.

Is this how mizu5 goes

Being able to yap freely is always fun so glad ur able to do so :D

- Unnamed Anon

srry for the late response school kinda happened

but yeah I'm usually not really allowed to talk this much so writing those gigantic paragraphs about whatever I want to say is reaaaaaally nice and refreshing

like, my mind is on 24/7 using great amounts of energy so this is a really great way to let it out and I genuinely believe it has done me good. specially with school making me repress all of this condensed energy and not letting me let it out in any way. like, I want to run I want to move I want to talk a lot why am I forced to be trapped to a chair where the only thing I can do is quietly draw or do calculus idk???? also it drains my energy in a way that I feel burnt out even thinking about doing anything in my notebook during class. also I think I may have adhd but I need to do the exam thingy to get a diagnosis and my mom is taking quite a while on that so for now I'm just hyperactive and autistic. yay

my love for yapping might also be because most of my stims were always vocal stims; they were just more effective for some reason. unfortunately, school doesn't really like talkative kids, so yeah, repression. hurray

also sorry for the constant "school happened" stuff every time, it just genuinely makes me incredibly mentally sick. dw tho I'm probably doing the best I can

Going insane all by yourself, hot stuff?/p ;3

- silly anon~

yes, I constantly self isolate :3

I think watching videos specifically on audhd awakened something in me don't mind the posts lol (I was already suspecting I had adhd alongside my diagnosed autism but GODDAMN I did NOT need to be called out like that (I needed it))

wow this is too intimate to share with my close friends or family let me put this on my tumblr blog for hundreds of strangers to see

Meow?

Meow :D

miku I learned how to compose miku please come miku I want to find other ppl who I can form a lifetime bond and we just sing together miku please miku I want a place where I can socially isolate miku

miku where’s my sekai.

miku im a mentally ill young person with decent singing ability who likes music miku listen to me. miku please.