had another dream about my fairytale reality but it was a different man this time with a different love story and now my heads all wonky
this isn’t the first time ive had a dream of him either,, but i woke up confused just like last time because “im not supposed to have feelings for him”
of course, feelings are weird and complicated and there’s a billion and one realities where we’re together instead of the man i was originally pining for
i am not bound to loving one man, and if my subconscious keeps trying to get me to see this other man in a new light, who am i to shut my eyes, cover my ears, and pretend it doesn’t exist?
i’ll script for another reality, one where we’re be together, and for the rest of the day i’ll be tormented by thoughts of him
❝ I swear, the Universe is obsessed with you.❞
꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱ Doors open when you approach — not just automatic ones. People hold them for you, even from an unnecessary distance, to make life a little easier for you.
꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱ You get free stuff… a lot. Brands send you PR packages even if you’re not an influencer, baristas “accidentally” make an extra drink and give it to you even if it's not your birthday.
꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱ An actual bad day...? — even when everything seems wrong, you always end up in the right place at the right time; the universe orchestrates your schedule so you get even better opportunities.
꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱ Limited-time offers! — you always get the last of anything without even realizing how close you were to missing out.
꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱ Lost & Found — somehow, anything and everything finds their way back into your hands, as if the universe keeps an eye on your belongings.
꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱ Your instincts are eerily accurate — you always pick the fastest-moving line at checkout, the restaurant with the best food. Decisions flow through you.
꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱ You're the priority. — trains, waiting rooms, crowded events; someone always gets up and gestures for you to sit. They don’t even know why.
꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱ Money magnet! — a $10 bill on the ground, change in an old coat pocket, that refund you forgot about suddenly appearing in your account at the perfect time.
꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱ Best luck with clothes — last one in your size? Always yours. Surprise discount at checkout? Of course. That thing you’ve been looking for forever? Magically waiting for you.
꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱ 10/10 memory — whether it’s your notebook for class or the charger for your phone, you manage to remember the essentials just in time.
꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱ 100% acceptance rate! even on a whim — jobs, programs, exclusive clubs... your applications always land on the right desk at the right time.
꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱ VIP list — bodyguards at events, clubs, or exclusive parties don't ever question if you have a pass, you just look like someone important.
꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱ You always get served first — whether in a bar, bakery, or food truck, you barely step up before someone’s already handing you what you wanted.
꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱ Pet's favorite! — you have that unexplainable magic that makes any animal gravitate toward you and trust you instantly.
꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱ You always find the loophole — whether an extra day on a deadline or an easy way around a problem, solutions come to you like second nature.
To all my doubters out there who don’t know what else to do, I want to start off with changing your perspective, think of it this way
one man says “i WILL enter the void no matter what happens”
another man says “i keep on failing, i never get into the void”
and guess what: both of them are correct
this is because of the fact that the law of assumption is law, meaning it will never fail you. ever. you don’t “fail” at the void, you don’t “fail” at anything. It’s the fact that you assume that you’ve failed that you’ve “tried everything” and it’s your assumption that “nothing works”. And because you’re a god, your brain sees you thinking that dominantly and goes “oh say less” and boom! it’s reflected into your reality. This is why you need to stop wavering!
I don’t care about how long you’ve known about the void/“I AM, and neither should you because time isn’t real and is a very malleable concept. don’t be a slave to “time” and discourage yourself from reaching your true potential saying “i’ve been falling for 3 years why would today be any different” or “i’ve wasted so much time i’ll never get in”. Don’t let time discourage you from trusting yourself. Don’t be the type to say you’re going to apply the information, go away for one or two days and then comeback when “nothing has happened” complain and then go back for more posts to “motivate you”, going around the cycle again.
You must learn to trust god, which is you. No matter what your 3d shows you. Now don’t be against the 3d, it’s not something negative in the first place, it’s just a canvas. It’s an extremely malleable concept and if you would just trust yourself the 3d would conform.
Now remember whatever you dominantly believe is what will become fact. You can’t be “done with the law” because it is law, not some belief you can abandon. It will be in practice forever. So use your information about the law to your advantage and get that final push to tapping in to the void/“I AM”. Because you CAN do it. Remember: you fail at nothing and that is a fact, what you fail to do is stand firm in what is already yours
in manifesting, we don’t try to manifest. there are three steps to it ⋮ 1 ⋮ picking a desire ⋮ 2 ⋮ assuming it to be yours and ⋮ 3 ⋮ persisting in that assumption aka enjoying it in imagination. none of these steps include "trying" because whenever you "try" to manifest, you automatically fail.
you aren’t trying to manifest. when you manifest, you don’t attempt to. you simply BECOME. you simple ARE. you simply HAVE. the more you try, the more you will experience trying it. but he more you ARE, the more you will experience BEING it.
my perspective on trying to manifest changed when i understood that to try represents a STATE as well (shouout to edward art). it's a CONCEPT of self. it's a FEELING. trying to get, trying to achieve, trying to attain, trying to resolve, trying to attract … these are all FEELINGS. feelings that you internalise within and take with you before you imagine.
if you keep trying to manifest, you will forever continue to remain in this state of trying, not embodying or experiencing. remember, self must be expressed and your assumptions of self must harden to fact. the outer world can only reflect your inner world. if you identify as the version of self that tries and waits for their desires, this version of you HAS to be expressed. only when you truthfully BECOME your desired version, your external reality will have to reflect it back to you.
let’s imagine two people. person A and person B. person A and B are both manifesting their desires. when you ask them about their desires, this is how they would respond:
A · i manifested my desires. i am experiencing them in my imagination. i already am who i want to be and have what i want to have.
B · i'm trying to manifest my desires. i'm trying to live in the end but i don't fully believe in it. i haven’t really identified with my desired version of self so far.
person A is identifying as a person who already has become their desired self whereas person B hasn't. one person is identifying with the END while the other one is still identifying with the PROCESS.
the feeling of trying is nowhere near the feeling of being. it’s incomplete. it’s unfinished. it will leave you feeling unfulfilled and dissatisfied. the state of trying will only drain you out of energy. and it will forever hinder you from feeling the feelings you wish to feel.
but before a feeling or a state (they both mean the same) gets materialised, it has to exist somewhere before. before it occurs on the OUTside, it first occurred on the INside. in conclusion, ALL states belong to you. ALL of them can only exist if you permit them to. only if you give allowance and acceptance to a state, it can take place in the physical.
moral of the story? don’t try becoming it. just BE it.
with love, ella.
*this requires a disruption of your sleep schedule which may cause sleep paralysis, do not do this if you aren’t comfortable.
*this is what has worked for me, you can always remix it.
Wake Back To Bed is probably the best method
i get lucid dreams without even intending to
so i set an alarm to wake me up after 5-6 hours of sleep
this is important because this time stamp is during your REM period, where you dream.
once i wake up i stay up for 20-90 minutes and go back to bed
i go back to bed and i get sleep paralysis and after a few minutes i will enter a dream
i look at my hands and they looked messed up so that’s how i know i’m dreaming.
i couldn’t even give you a specific number of how many lucid dreams i’ve had bc it works that well for me.
once you master this you can SHIFT to your dr
you can affirm, visualise etc to shift to your dr. that’s it.
before this you should ground yourself, perform reality checks like looking at your hands, poking ya finger through your hands etc.
i’m pretty sure it can be used as both an awake/sleep method.
hope this helps !
the new medication I’m taking gives me the same full body tingles that shifting does and it’s making me feel more motivated than ever before
idk where I’m shifting to, but I know I’m shifting
Shifting to a fanfic is harder than I thought. Mainly cause no one else is doing it but 2 is a crowd
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Stop scrolling. Just stop.
(A little tough love. Im going to be much more rude and blunt than i normally am. If you arent in the right headspace for that rn, skip this post)
How long have you been on tumblr today ? Yesterday ? This week ? Hell, even this month ? And, more importantly, why don't you have your desires already ?
"But, Athenaaaa. I still don't know how to manifest/shift 🥺" Decide what you want and persist in the assumption that it's yours. Mindblowing 🤯
In all seriousness, you should really check why you feel the need to know everything there is to know about shifting/manifesting. It's okay to want to know more, only if it doesn't come at the expense of ACTUALLY applying that knowledge. I've always held the belief that knowledge is useless if you do nothing with it. And as far as I see, it holds true. It's sooooo easy to get everything that you want, SO 💥 WHY 💥 TF 💥 ARENT 💥 YOU 💥 DOING 💥 IT !?!?
OMLLLLL, all of us bloggers are saying the exact same shit in different fonts (i chose pink tehe 🤭). Honestly, nobody can force you to apply. If you are content with the life you live, then that's ayt 🤷♀️. Like idk if you expect us to manifest for you or smth. We are already sharing our knowledge and experience on how we got what we got, for FREE. Yet you can't hold up your end of the bargain 🤦♀️.
Must feel nice, huh ? Getting that dopamine rush everytime you like a post. Making mental reminders to affirm this or do that or listen to that sub of whatever tf. Maybe you actually go through with it for a couple days 🎊. Yet you're still here. You're STILL liking all those posts. You're STILL doing all those challenges. You're STILL living in the old story. It's laughable actually.
For all of those who are actually SERIOUS about getting what you want, then stop scrolling and fucking APPLY. If your tired of being beaten down by your reality and circumstances - decide that you have everything that you want and NEVER take 'no' for an answer.
re-watching the show im shifting to and having to watch my s/o interact with their other love interests
I both did and didn’t understand feeling so attached to the reality you’re shifting to that it emotionally affects you,,
like I understood when people would talk about their family or their significant others or their friends or their children in other realities and talk about how much they miss them,, I understand the concept of loving and missing someone
but I had never, personally, experienced it,, I had missed hanging out with them before and thinking of things we’d do if I were in that reality in that moment in time, but I hadn’t experienced longing over someone in another reality
but I do now and by the gods is it both the best and worst feeling in the world,,
I miss his voice and his dumb accent and his stupid witch cackles and the shitty way he dresses and his dumb flirting
I miss being in his arms and feeling him run his fingers through my hair and his hand in mine and how soft he would hold me like I was made of glass and how he loved me despite neither of us knowing what love was
I miss him
I’ve never missed someone like this before
it’s weird and it hurts, but I like it at the same time
tried a method last night but I wasn’t all that into it so I just turned over and decided to go to bed,,, (I’ve been swamped with assignments and final exams and shifting was an impulsive decision that I gave up on halfway through)
nothings wrong with understanding that you’re just not ready to put in the effort to shift,, dependent on your preferred methods, or lack of, it can be extremely draining or super easy
but I decided that I would rather sleep than shift cus it was really late and I haven’t been getting much sleep the past few days,,,
as I’m laying there super annoyed that I can’t fall asleep, my vision turns like completely black,, its early morning by this point and I’ve got a small nightlight that’s semi bright,, it’s never completely dark in my room
and then the feeling,, it was weird,,, I hate roller coasters but I imagine this is how they feel,, it was like I was in a tunnel, like one of those optical illusion ones, and my vision was being like pulled forward with this tunnel thing all around me,, it felt like memories and stuff were rushing past me too
the best way I can describe it is that scene in Doctor Strange when he gets his soul like punched out of him cus that’s exactly how it felt!
it felt like my soul, or my consciousness in this instance, was being pulled out of my body here and being pulled into another one somewhere else
my heart started racing like never before and suddenly my hearing went completely silent too,,, I sleep with a white noise machine and it was like it simply faded out of existence
the whole process felt, both, excruciatingly long and extremely fast at the same time, and by the time it had ended, my heart still racing, I looked over and found that it’d only been 15 minutes,,,
because I wasn’t planning on shifting and was mainly focused on sleeping, I didn’t really know what to do,, I affirmed a bit but I was so jostled that I didn’t really know what I was affirming
eventually it ended and I felt myself wake up back in my bed with my heart pounding like I’ve never felt it do before, and I went to sleep
am I upset that I didn’t shift? kinda,, but at the same time, this is such a huge step that I don’t really mind,,, if anything it just gave me a full day to prepare, script, and make up my mind about where to shift to and what to do because I was so lost man
I'm super excited to feel those symptoms again and actually shift this time! I’m getting closer and closer to traveling realities at the drop of a pin, I can feel it