Trying To Explain To People How Depressing It Is To Just No Longer Enjoy Anything And They Just Don't

me

wanting to feel good and everything around you being bad is exhausting

i kiss you on the mouth and end my turn

i just want someone to worship me to death and who never for a second even thinks about leaving me

sorry for obsessively refreshing your blog every chance i get for any new posts or information retaining to you, it will happen tomorrow and the day after that and maybe even for a few weeks or months and for forever just as long as i can keep watching you like this…

This is so boring I want cigarettes

my first favorite hobby is yapping. second is being extremely quiet and not talking ever at all ever.