Spectrespeaks - 🥀

None of this would’ve been an issue if I just killed myself at 16

I think one of the worst symptoms of bpd is the lack of emotional permanence no matter how many good and loving people you have in your life the second you are alone it feels like you were never loved and it was all just a figment of your imagination

Nothing makes me feel more valid than anonymous strangers on the Internet validating my feelings.

normalize wanting to kill yourself after making the smallest mistakes

Fun idea: death

touch starved but for physical violence

Chronic emptiness will be the death of me. I can’t seem to fill the void no matter how hard I try.

Bro stop sucking dick and join my industrial synth pop band